Solitude

Staff and Student Day

2009-11-11T06:35:00.002-08:00

Yesterday was the end of SnS. After 10 weeks of practise, we finally finished our performance. I kinda screwed up my part especially during ICCK. That's what you get for learning everything in a night.

But anyways, i wanna thank ICC for everything, thanks for accepting me even though i dun really know anything and i seriously sucks at prioritizing. Thanks aiin for teaching us. Thanks ZH for being with us, you are seriously a very nice guy. Thanks Ben for being ~~gay~~. Thanks the rest for being with me throughout.

Other then that, i guess i have a lot of work to do.

I will just work even harder.

Like we used to.

2009-10-31T09:08:00.000-07:00

A Rocket To The Moon - Like We Used To lyrics

I can feel her breath as she's sleeping next to me
Sharing pillows and cold feet
She can feel my heart
Fall asleep to it's beat
Under blankets and warm sheets
If only I could be in that bed again
If only it were me instead of him

Does he watch your favorite movies
Does he hold you when you cry
Does he let you tell him all your favorite parts
When you've seen it a million times
Does he sing all your music
While you dance to purple rain
Does he do all these things like I used to

14 months and 7 days ago
Oh, I know you know how we felt that night
Just your skin against the window
Oh, you took it slow
And we both know
It should have been me inside that car
It should have been me instead of him
In the dark

Does he watch your favorite movies
Does he hold you when you cry
Does he let you tell him all your favorite parts
When you've seen it a million times
Does he sing all your music
While you dance to purple rain
Does he do all these things like I used to

I know love
(I'm a sucker for that feeling)
Happens all the Time, love
(Always end up feeling cheated)
You're on my mind, love
(Oh, darling I know I'm not needed)
And that happens all the time, love

Will he love you like I loved you
Will he tell you everyday
Will he make you feel invincible with every word he'll say
Will you promise if this one's right
Don't throw it all away
Can you do all these things
Will you do all these things like we used to
Oh, like we used to



Lyrics | A Rocket To The Moon lyrics - Like We Used To lyrics

School started for almost 2 weeks(?) Been busy with SnS and all, met many awesome people. Extremely tired in the weekends.

Let's catch up soon guys. Like we used to.

Wants and needs.

2009-10-09T08:34:00.000-07:00

I'm super beat x.x. Many things happened these few days. And my whole body has been aching for 2 days, thanks to trainings and all.

Finally came back from work. I think i'm slogging my heart,guts and butt out for that pathetic money. It's not that much and not too little, enough to last me for a day at least. It's not that i'm desperate for money or so. It's just that i dun wanna use my family resources. I don't want to be a burden to the family. I want to have my own income. I want to buy/learn my things with my very own money. And i want to be financially independent.

I've think i given up many things at the start of the holiday. I've given up on going volleyball training since the training times are so weird. Who wants to go back to school at 5pm every tuesday and thursday zzz =.=. I've given up my hope of learning to dance, since time and money and accessibility is not on my side. I've given up my holidays for cca and all, thanks to SnS.

Gahh i have so many things which i want to get. Super tempted to get a camera (thanks to Joshua and cousin LOL) I wanna take up guitar/dance/singing(?) classes. I wanna have a electric guitar. I wanna have this, i wanna have that...... and the list goes on and on.

We all have unlimited wants, but limited resources.

I have given up almost everything. So what now?

Tornado Laughter

2009-10-06T07:31:00.000-07:00

I just like the way you laugh.

Epic.

Work Work Work

2009-10-02T23:51:00.000-07:00

I'm back to work ever since last friday. A decent pay, at least something to do and earn during the holidays (which i don't regard as since its eaten up by trainings -.-)

Anyway, SnS SGL showcase was(?) a success i presumed. It better be or else i would burn down the entire lecture theater LOL.

And i think im gonna get fat within this 3 days. Yesterday was Nison's birthday dinner. Today is my neighbour's wedding dinner. Tomorrow will be my grandma's birthday dinner. 3 dinners = fats. .____.

And why is so many people around me dying away?

Camping away

2009-09-21T00:03:00.000-07:00

It has been a long week for me.

We had our anticipated inter-class chalet at downtown east, 1M03 & 1F02. BBQ was fun. Everyone had their share of cooking and eating. After dinner was mahjong with a bit of alcohol and it made me wobbly. Second day we went to wild wild wet and i turned into lobster at night. Third day we packed up and went home.

Friday i have to wake up at 5am and rush to school by 6.30am. I actually wanted to withdraw from the camp but something cropped up so it didn't happen. I was super tired =.= We reached bintan and went to Loola Resort, located in some isolated village. We weren't supposed to bathe on the first day and have to sleep on another island with sand + sandflies + flies. Oh and there isn't a toilet on the island. Second day we have to kayak back to Loola. Had campfire and all. Third day we went back in the afternoon.

How would i wish we could spend time at the beach, enjoying the nature and serenity.

Away I go.

2009-09-13T23:13:00.001-07:00

I will be away for the whole week.

Tuesday to thursday : class/interclass chalet.
Friday to sunday : OTC.

Gahh i dun wanna go OTC.... Sigh.

I will be back blogging after everything alright?

After-exams.

2009-08-30T07:59:00.000-07:00

FINALLY, exams are over (actually its like 4 days ago). Not too bad and not too good either. Been out for the past few days, Kbox sesion ROFL and other stuffs. Been sleeping late too, around 2+, after watching Prison break LOL i swear its awesome.

Okay im losing some of my inspiration to blog lol. I shall blog more when something big comes by ya?

I hope you enjoyed yourself :)

You make it or break it.

2009-08-24T07:36:00.000-07:00

Let's see if i can prove my existence tomorrow.

First

2009-08-15T09:46:00.001-07:00

Finally after 20 tries, it finally happened, for the first time.

I miss that feeling.

That feeling of being loved.

Thanks for spending time with me <3

Feastingggg.

2009-08-08T09:23:00.000-07:00

Seoul garden and international seafood @ ECP

If i...

2009-08-07T08:17:00.000-07:00

If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you.

- Courtney Kuchta -

It just feel like a dream.

2009-07-29T08:57:00.000-07:00

Your voice just lingers on.

I must be dreaming, a dream too good to be true.

Smiling like a fool.

2009-07-25T08:17:00.000-07:00

Argh had been under-performing for everything now. Other subjects lagging behind too. Got so many things to catch up. How i wish i really achieve what i want.

I don't really know what i want actually. Kinda confused these days, thanks to all the events that happened this week -.- but i roughly know where i'm heading to right now, literally.

And I don't really know if that is how you feel, but i just want to know that, you never fail to please my day. :)

Speculation?

2009-07-22T09:23:00.001-07:00

I thought i was suppose to be slow, why suddenly it turned out to be so fast, in a matter of like, minutes?!

And awkwardness sucks big time lol, now i don't dare talk to her already. ._.

I was thinking...

2009-07-20T05:15:00.000-07:00

Not showing my feelings doesn't mean i don't have them.

A horrible week.

2009-07-17T00:34:00.000-07:00

Let's hope things don't change for the worst.

Friends.

2009-07-09T07:09:00.000-07:00

I just did the 'Top 5 closest friends' quiz on facebook. I was kinda surprised with the results. I only know them for like, 2 months plus? However they are really nice people and i'm gonna dedicate this post to them :)

Denise Ng aka BAOXIAN : Very first friend made in 1M03. Described me as a very loner and emo boy who was always alone during lecture for the first week. Very comical and nice person. Likes to include *AHEM* in conversations.

Govin velu : Joker in class. Super random. Despite his comical personality, he's like a 'big' brother to us. Gives really good advices.

Mastari aka my best friend in NP : Really really nice person and a very very good listener. So far, she's like the only person who i very easily confide to. And very hardworking too, helped me out with CATS when other group members were not available. :)

Reuben aka hip hop partner : Yea he dances pretty well. We love to bully Denise and crack jokes behind. He caught a fever like yesterday, and i was with him for the whole day. Take care dude. I think i will be quarantined soon lol.

I had been thinking about this for the past few nights.

Even though most of us haven't contacted each other for quite a long period of time, it doesn't mean we are not friends anymore. It's the very little happy memories of us together that makes us connected. It really depends on how we cherish them. Friendship should be everlasting, no matter how far apart we are. I strongly believe friendship can still be there if both parties have not contacted each other.

It's not that i'm a drop-and-take kind of person. Maybe you will think i had not contribute much to this friendship. But i really think we really should move on.

For those who are reading this, and in one way or another thinks i'm wrong, then I think i failed as a friend. I couldn't be the friend you wanted. I'm sorry.

Slowing time.

2009-07-05T00:15:00.001-07:00

I don't really know why. It seemed like time is giving up on me. I can't seem to have enough time for almost everything.

Got back CT results this week. Not too bad, but not too good either. Seen many who are really far ahead. Really have to buck up this term.

Besides academic, volleyball is quite fun, after you really know how to play of course. Tried to spike which failed terribly and sprained my fingers. LSCT training was awesome too.

And i definitely enjoy our clique's company. Awesome people.

Other then that, i will try to update more often soon. :)

And Gerard got a blog. How surprising is that!

XOXO!

2009-06-26T08:56:00.000-07:00

Finally, i was able to sleep peacefully these few nights, partly because i was too tired. It had been a hectic week ._.

We had our 1M03 class outing on tuesday which only 8 people turned up. Cycling and bowling at ECP and dinner at PP. Nevertheless, we had fun. And coincidentally, we merged our outing with 1F02 since they are also at ECP, so it became a inter class outing! Photos are on facebook. :)

Wednesday we had our LSCT training. Wet games and all. Kena 4 buckets of water, thanks to my uber blurness. Met many people. And our group name is XOXO Drag YOU To Hell! xDDD

Thursday, denise and I crashed 1F02 class outing. Ice skated, had many unglam photos, and fell face flat thanks to some young kid who blocked the way. I watched Transformers with hoong,shengyi,Yoke,and Gerard before meeting 1F02 again for dinner.

Yea and read that MJ passed away. I don't really idolize him but i think he's a cool person. RIP.

Other then that, i finally got my glasses, but i'm lacking balls to wear it ._. I can't even believe i bought it in the first place... Hais it's time will come...

Insomia, again.

2009-06-19T09:15:00.000-07:00

Argh i keep failing to fall sleep these few nights.

I was literally tossing and turning all night and having some weird dream about people around me dying in a freak accident. I ended up thinking about many things, such that i can't get to sleep. Every morning i'm just .____. something liddat.

Maybe i need some sleeping pills.

Void.

2009-06-18T07:31:00.000-07:00

I think i'm lacking something.

Maybe i got bored of the holidays already.

Move.

2009-06-15T07:54:00.001-07:00

I was thinking of shifting to livejournal, since blogspot is kinda buggy.

However i opened the layout code for livejournal and closed it immediately.

Nothing's right. What's left?

2009-06-12T09:03:00.000-07:00

Common tests are finally over. I shan't talk about it since everyone know how horrible they are.

We had our class outing today which obviously failed. Only 6 turned up. In the end, we went to watch Ghosts of Girlfriend's past with MBIO class. The movie is quite funny, some sexual reference here and there. I rate it 3.5/5. After which we had dinner and had a enjoyable evening.

I had been planning my to-do list for the holidays.

Here are they:

1)Restring Guitar
2)Hanging out with old and new buds.
3)Some shopping trips?
4)Another class outing.
5)Maybe gym like crazy?

This is like part of my long list. 2 weeks where got enough???

Guitar Ensemble Night Walk.

2009-06-06T21:53:00.000-07:00

Soshi the toilet paper mummy, Leon the hooded weird mask guy and i'm the white haired ghost :D

I didn't know how to wear the wig so i just pop it over my head. >.>

Alright i will see you guys after common tests.

Lifeless Wednesday

2009-06-03T06:47:00.000-07:00

What is wrong with me?

One moment everything was fine and the next moment i crashed back to reality. A rude wake up call.

I was so dejected and lifeless today, partly due to last night night walk and some horribly ridiculous reasons.

Smiles seemed so difficult to achieve.

Face it man, Wei Sheng.

Things don't really go the way you wanted. You can dream all you want, hope all you like. But the outcome is not going to be what you wished for.

That's how cruel reality is.

Just give up and pull the trigger.

Break away.

2009-05-31T07:11:00.000-07:00

I think blogging has become a weekly thing, some sort of a week summary to me which totally defeats the purpose of it.

Anyway i had a crazy weekend instead of studying tsk tsk. Went out for ensemble meeting for tues on saturday and movie after that. Sunday we had a shopping trip at orchard and movie also. In the end we didnt buy anything, even though it's a shopping trip.

On a happier note,

I think i forget to do my homework.

Oh shit.

MOVIEEEEEE~

2009-05-26T04:52:00.000-07:00

Wei Sheng wants to go out and watch movie!!!

I actually wanted to use the largest font but it seem to fail horribly.

You get my point? There's like so many new movies out and all i am doing is sit at home at sleep.

I think i'm wasting my life away...

MBIO aftermath.

2009-05-25T05:01:00.000-07:00

If i don't buck up for MBIO, I'm really gonna fail this module.

SOMEONE HELP MEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Insomatic.

2009-05-22T07:14:00.000-07:00

This week was pretty screwed up. I'm having so little sleep everyday, with projects and assignments piling up. Tests are around the corner and everyone is pulling up their socks. Only S&W is the most enjoyable module.

Sometimes i feel that i'm really not doing enough. I even begin to doubt my own capability, whether i had made the right choice, whether i should have just choose a normal route, an easy one.

It's not that i'm regretful or what, but sometimes, do we even know where we are heading to? 'Cos i don't think i know.

Moving on.

2009-05-21T07:47:00.000-07:00

Maybe i really should take my chances and move on.

IPC = Idle + Picnic + Camwhore?

2009-05-18T07:33:00.000-07:00

We all love IPC lectures and tutorials, don't we 1M03? xD

The Big Red Dot.

2009-05-15T06:40:00.000-07:00

Today i was out with my CATS group for a field trip @ RedDot museum. Awesome place imo. Many weird and interesting items on display. We spent most our time camwhoring and nearly lost track of our objectives ...

But i don't understand why we have to do an essay on this field trip -.-

The bathtub is really cool lol.

I will post more tomorrow. :S

Lock and Pop.

2009-05-08T07:07:00.000-07:00

Friday is the best day of the week.

I'm so loving Sports and Wellness.

I just don't understand.

2009-05-07T06:44:00.000-07:00

see more pwn and owned pictures

Okay i was looking through failblog and came across this. Kinda tickled me. Pardon me if it's offensive.

ANYWAES, 3rd week of school is almost over with a little hiccups and there.

And i have to clarify something.

There are MUGGERS in my class.

OMFGWTFBBQMABOOMEH!

They are almost everywhere in class. W.S's Statistics show that there are almost half the class population who are MUGGERS. Every second when there is free time you will see them with their lecture notes and i bet they even bring them to the toilet. The extreme ones hog the lecturer after class.

I personally have no feud with MUGGERS but frankly i must say, i don't really co-exist well with MUGGERS, however. most of them are nice people.

In fact, they are really nice, except for the certain few who kinda irritates me.

Hmm other than the MUGGERS problem, volleyball has been getting repetitive.

Yea i think that's all for today ...

Weather-y.

2009-05-01T20:58:00.000-07:00

Week 2 of school was utterly insane.

I can't believe the weather at clementi is totally random as compared to my house here.

Rain, sun, rain, repeat.

Dr Charmaine pushing us really hard in MBIO.

I fell sick at the wrong point of time and caught the bug-which-shouldn't-be-caught.

But i think i'm okay now.

Refuse to heal.

2009-04-29T06:46:00.000-07:00

It feels like a huge rock in my throat. And i can't concentrate in class.

Tag replies:

Ryan -> Wa i'm really proud of you guys la, but i'm just sad not to see the ensemble performance :( Haha my cough is getting worse by the days lol. Oh ya and concentrate on your SA1 ya, SYF has been conquered and now is 'O's!

Harumi -> Omg hallo karaoke chairperson! xD Haha okays whats your URL??

Sano -> Haha no la. Yea vball got alot ppl...

Drag me down.

2009-04-28T07:57:00.000-07:00

The moment i woke up this morning, i knew something was wrong. Muscle aches and my cough got worse. Still, i went to school, knowing that it's a bad day ahead.

I'm practically in a bad mood today.

Couldn't really concentrate in class and practicals.

Ryan(s) and lucas smsed me that SGSS guitar ensemble got Gold. I'm really proud of them.

After class i went to have lunch alone, saw Sano and Harumi (blog leakers, lol!) and their class joined me.

At first i didn't really want to go volleyball training due to the rain and my cough. But after awhile the rain stopped and we just slack at makan place until 6pm before Sano and Harumi and their friends went to their cca while i went mine.

Bad decision.

I was horribly sian-ed, i just ignored everyone around me, as though they are oblivious. Really really sorry people, just that i'm not feeling well. And soon my wrists will just fall off.

Let's hope that the pork flu just take me away.

Hidden.

2009-04-27T07:38:00.000-07:00

I was super lethargic today, fell asleep during MBIO practical and lecture.

I'm really addicted to coffee, only coffee keeps me awake.

After school we had a surprise birthday party for Cherie, hope she likes it.

Zordon is full of evil schemers. Trust me.

I will continue when i'm free.

Good luck to SGSS Guitar Ensemble tomorrow!

SGSS Guitar Ensemble, Jiayou!

2009-04-26T01:51:00.000-07:00

In case i can't post tonight, I wanna wish St Gabriel's Guitar Ensemble All The Best for tomorrow's SYF. I'm really really sorry i couldn't visit you guys during my holidays as i couldn't make time out. And i'm really really really sorry i can't make it for your performance tomorrow as i have class in the morning. Even though SGSS is a small ensemble and our 1st year in SYF, i believe we have the quality yea?

I will keep you guys in my prayers ya!

SGSS Guitar Ensemble, GAMBATEH!

I find some things really hard to reach out to...

Hop Night.

2009-04-24T10:53:00.000-07:00

This week has been rather hectic, due to the fact that i have to wake up early for shuttle bus to school and reach home late. First week of school was quite fun. Made a lot of new friends, even though class didnt turn out as good as i expected but nevertheless, time will improve everything :) After all, friendships start small.

Anyway my lecturers/tutors are kinda good. MBIO lecturer, Dr Charmaine makes MBIO looks kinda cheem. I'm gonna study amaths again. IPC lectures make me wanna sleep. Physiology is kinda interesting. And i chose my favorite sport for sports and wellness :DD

First week i had decided on my cca, which is volleyball, which i kinda develop an interest for. I wanted to take up NRA but it clashed with my EP lessons, so i would have to leave my dream dangling :( And i hope to join LSCT society, in hope it does not clash with my schedule.

And i attended Dance4FunD yesterday and hop night today which i just came back from. Dance4FunD was awesome, saw kenelm but didnt see kimberly clearly (The K^2). LSCT did pretty well and it was a mystery why they did not receive any prize. Hop night was really fun, even though i was tagging the BAs and the DPAs. Lucky yoke was with me lol. We met up with Sam,Cherie,Liping,Sano. After that, Jasper,Yoke,Sano,Charmaine and me went to play pool. And i reached home at 1, and incurred the wrath of my parents.

Anyway, my aim for the next 3 years is to participate actively in everything i do, since i really need the experience. I really want to know more things!!!

Beat.

2009-04-21T08:09:00.000-07:00

Okay 2nd day into school and i'm really tired. I really wanna post pictures of our outings and such but i realized there are too many.

So here are some photos, provided by Ash and those with cameras :)

http://s385.photobucket.com/albums/oo296/asyraff/Zordon%20Ice%20Skating/

http://s385.photobucket.com/albums/oo296/asyraff/Zordon%20FOC%20by%20theSLAYER/

http://s385.photobucket.com/albums/oo296/asyraff/Zordon%20LSCT%20FOC%200910%20Part%202/

http://s385.photobucket.com/albums/oo296/asyraff/Zordon%20Sentosa%20Outing/

Lol there are some unglam photos lol.

Hais school isn't as great as i expected. Details will come in some time this week.

Somehow i really miss Zordan's company, since they are much better than our class's ones >.>

Let's give them time...

Final Hours.

2009-04-18T21:13:00.000-07:00

I wasn't at school for speech day yesterday as i didn't receive any prizes. Jon and Hansel called in the afternoon, asking if i was in school. Sadly, i wasn't, since i didn't expect anyone i know to visit school.

Anyway i was out with Zordon for our Zordon-only outing. All the GLs turned up, a bunch of the usual freshies turned up. We went to kallang leisure park for ice skating. Yea it's our first time for most of us. Ice skating was pretty fun, except u will get blisters if your socks are not thick enough.

After ice skating we went to Plaza singapura for dinner and time-killing. We wanted to play lan but after some hiccups we scraped the idea and went home, since we can always meet up some other time to play :)

Anyway, i reached home quite early last night. And i dun really know why, i felt this emptiness, this void which it's presence was somehow disturbing. I felt sad, dejected, partly due to the holidays ending soon, and also because of some stupid reason which is practically retarded to even waste words voicing it out.

Argh i guess running away is really what i'm good at.

Maybe i should just focus on what i have now and not distracted by the things i couldn't have.

Like what Nelson stated on his post, "Problems, who doesn't have them?" I guess problems are just part and parcel of life?

School starting tomorrow.

A new bunch of people to meet. A new term. A new beginning.

Turn Of Events.

2009-04-17T02:50:00.000-07:00

I just came back from school, now thinking of what to blog. Hmmm...? Alright i will start with yesterday.

We had our LSCT FOC 09/10 Mass outing at Sentosa Palawan Beach yesterday. I was the only one from Zordan who was not wet ( I'm so proud of my achievement muahahaha ) Anyway, 13 of us came. I met Liping and Eugene on the mrt. Had some weird lunch arrangement and left for sentosa where we chased peacock and peahen, played beach captain's ball, build ~~mountains~~ sand castle, and people getting thrown into the water. We really had a lot of fun and some of us left early. Not to mention i met many interesting people. :)

Today was kinda hectic, my plan was really screwed up. I planned to go gym at 9.30am and meet Zordon at school to buy lecture notes at 11.30am. In the end, i reached at almost 1pm due to the ~~lousy~~long bus ride. Met up with Samuel,Cherie,Pearlyn,Safurah,Kimberly for lunch at makan place. Saw Jasper, Halim, Shou heng at the other table too. After lunch, samuel, cherie and pearlyn offered to follow me to buy lecture notes even though they bought their's already. So good right :'). After buying we went to ~~rot~~slack at the library, watching discovery channel. And we decided to play Snorta! at the board games room lol. Everyone was high, especially Cherie aka Hyper-bunny, Samuel was calm and pwning, I was getting pwned. After snorta!, we left NP and went ahead with our plans.

Anyway i checked my timetable last night and finally found out my class. 5mins ago i found out classmates which made me kinda saddddddd. :( Yea so sad i'm the only Zordan in my class, while Cherie and Pearlyn are in the same class Zomg. And my modules are totally different from them and Liping's. Hais...

But we still have to live right? I still have to decide my route to class next monday.

It's a jungle out there on the first day.

And i don't want my holidays to end like this...

Deadbeat.

2009-04-16T08:57:00.000-07:00

Today was awesome :)

However, I'm uberly tired now, while trying to figure out how to get to my destinations on monday.

So i will try to post maybe tomorrow when i'm free.

The Breakaway.

2009-04-13T05:00:00.000-07:00

I woke up kinda late this morning, almost forgot my appointment with hoong. Reasons were because i forgot to turn on the alarm clock after setting it last night and i was sort of having a weird dream, something like mentally you know you are there experiencing all those stuffs, but physically you know you are sleeping and what you see is not really there.

I really hope it's real...

But anyway i went out with Hoong and Yoke, sort of our last time together before school starts. We went to Iluma @ bugis which was a dead place and Uniqlo @ Tampines 1. In the end yoke and i bought skinnies and we went home.

And the pictures for LSCT FOC 09/10

They are not in order of event i think...

Pictures are taken from Ash's and Morgan's blog. Thanks. :)

Anyone wants to spend their last week of holidays with me? :(

50 questions.

2009-04-12T07:44:00.000-07:00

Vanessa tagged this quiz, which i think should be done on facebook. But still, i shall do it here :)

50 Little Secrets.
Be honest no matter what, then tag at least 5 friends.

01. Who was your last text from?
Joshua.

02. Where was your default picture taken?
The basketball court near my house.

03. Your relationship status?
Single.

04. Have you ever lost a close friend?
Not really.

05. What is your current mood?
Confused.

06. How many siblings do you have?
1.

07. What's your brother(s)/sister(s) names?
Wei Le.

08. Where do you wish you were right now?
At the court, 5 years ago.

09. Have a crazy side?
I think so...

10. Ever had a near death experience?
Yeah. Nearly got hit by 2 taxis in about 10 seconds interval during a funeral.

11. Something you do a lot?
Sleep.

12. Angry at anyone?
Not really.

13. What's stopping you from going for the person you like?
Uncertainty.

14. When was the last time you cried?
Like 10 years back?

15. Is there anyone you would do anything for?
Yea.

16. What you think about when you are falling asleep?
Faster sleep la.

17. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
2nd uncle.

18. What is your favorite song?
Psychosocial - Slipknot.

19. What are you doing right now?
Clearing up some admin stuffs.

20. Who do you trust right now?
Myself.

21. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
Sec 2 camp.

22. Have you kissed someone in the past week?
ZZZ yea -.- during LSCT FOC.

23. Who is your friend that lives closest to you?
Meng xuan or Joshua.

24. Describe your life in one word?
Messy.

25. Who are you thinking of right now?
Nobody.

26. What should you be doing right now?
Watch anime.

27. What are you listening to?
Psychosocial - Slipknot.

28. Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
Group hug with Zordan.

29. Who was the last person who yelled at you?
GLs, to gather i think.

30. Do you act differently around the person you like?
Should be ba...

31. What is your natural hair color?
Black with a bit of brown.

32. Who was the last person to make you laugh?
My twin god-brothers.

33. Who was the last person to make you sad?
Nothing really.

34. What do you hear?
Aircon vibration.

35. Is your hair curly or straight?
Straight.

36. Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before?
Nope.

37. Do you have a best friend?
I regard everyone as my best friends.

38. Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?
Yea, during LSCT FOC.

39. Do you use smiley faces on the computer?
Yea.

40.Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
Like, duh. Lol.

41. Are you happy with life right now?
I expected something more but still pretty satisfied.

42. Are you currently jealous?
Nope.

43. What jewelry are you currently wearing?
None.

44. What were you doing on friday night?
Watching anime at home.

45. Have you ever had your heart broken?
Yea.

46. Have you ever broken someone's heart?
I dunno.

47. Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now?
Yeaa.

48. What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?
Flu bug.

49.How late did you stay up last night and why?
1+am watching anime and chatting. ( My life revolves around anime currently -.-)

50. Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
Nope.

I'm not tagging anyone but if you wanna do then go ahead.

I will try post FOC pictures tmr, courtesy of Morgan and Ash (Actually i juz cope them, without asking.) But still, thanks! :)

LSCT FOC 09/10

2009-04-09T22:56:00.000-07:00

Honestly, this is like the 4th camp i went in 16 years. (Yea it's pathetic) ._.

Anyway, FOC was a blast. It was a pretty nice experience, met many different people from many different places, tried many weird things which i have never done before (cheering,eating raw vegetables, etc;)

I was late for the first day, partially thanks to Jonathan Tan who woke up late and made us (TMX,Shawn and myself) wait. In the end i went to NP first since my camp starts earlier. I was late for the talk and was kinda stunned seeing so many people filling up the entire lecture theater. After the talk we were divided into 8 groups. (I was in Zordon.) At first i really hope to join groups like Joker,Mulan and something else as their flags look really cool. Anyway, Zordan wasn't bad at all, even though most of us are abit sian sian except for one or two uber hyper ones (*Guess who*). We had icebreakers and then we went for some really dirty games. What i mean by dirty is we have to glide through muddy water + butter + flour + I-dunno-what-they-put-inside. And i can't believe i ate raw celery -.- Anyway after that we had a really fun night playing water-related games, throwing water bombs everywhere till 2am.

Second day was really awesome. We had treasure hunt. We played even dirtier games, this time, captain's ball with muddy water + raw eggs + platter + flour. After that we were asked to sit on a mat while we were dumped with soy sauce + red,green,yellow,brown sauce + platter + flour + many other weird things.

Trust me you wouldn't want to be in there. My pants turned brown instantly after those 2 games.

At night we had our performance, a skit which we took less than one hour to prepare. Kinda proud of it even though it was short :) After that we had mass dance until 12 am, in which everyone was very high. After that we went for a night walk around the campus, and alumnis told us ghost stories in the campus. Next, 4 groups were brought to LSCT building and told to wait outside, while only 1 of us at 2mins interval have to go up to BLK 80, solo the whole building until the end. It's basically a haunted building. We waited 4 hours for our turn, before the seniors realized it was too long and brought some of us to BLK 50 and we could go in pairs. (BLK 50 was believed to be haunted by some female ghost who committed suicide and died in a freakish way.)
I was kinda freaked out at the first part coz some female senior kept crying and following us until we were scared by another (Sort of a trap). The rest was kinda straight forward, since the rest of the "ghosts" were fast asleep when we walked past. The whole group slept at 6am -.-

Third day was our last day. We played some games in the morning and have debrief in the some lecture room. After that, we went to buy our lab coats and glasses and we went home.

Many thanks to our group leaders, Vanessa,Ash,Morgan,Julianty,Irfan,Lander(I dunno how to spell). They are really friendly and engaged us in many fun activities even though we were sian sian. And the rest of the group mates were really awesome too :)

I will post pictures when i receive them :)

Lightbulbs.

2009-04-04T08:39:00.000-07:00

I was chatting with TMX yesterday and he sent me this joke which he found about our local JCs.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Q: How many RJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: 4 whole faculties. One to design the new bulb, one to manufacture and test it out, one to write a proposal on it and one to market it.

Q: How many HCJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: The whole school. To compete with RJC.

Q: How many VJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: The whole school. One student to screw it in and the rest to cheer and wave flags and banners to give him/her support.

Q: How many NJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They can study without light.

Q: How many AJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: They're too busy trying to be one of the top 5 JCs.

Q: How many ACJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They'll rather use all their money to employ YJC to do it for them.

Q: How many YJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. Only one teacher to tell them what a light bulb is in the first place and to demonstrate how to change the light bulb. (So how do you think they're able to change it for ACJC?)

Q: How many CJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: They'll prefer it to be darker. (Hmmmm?*raises eye-brows* )

Q: How many JJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. Their physics is so bad that they made their macho male physics teacher cry.

Q: How many TPJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. Would they even bother?

Q: How many SAJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They believe in praying for it to turn on by itself.

Q: How many NYJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They are still using oil lamps.

Q: How many SRJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: Huh, what is litebarb?

Q: How many PJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: Heck the light bulb; the principal would do something about the rightbarbs. Let's do 300 jumping jacks for not wearing the proper school attire.

Q: How many MJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They are too busy trying to get promoted.

Q: How many IJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They are Innovians. They'll find ways out of the dark.

Q: Who wrote all this?
A: A TJCian.

Q: How many TJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They think they are already very bright.

Adapted from a stereotyping project presentation held in class today.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I find it kinda hilarious, since i'm a poly student. :P

Makeover.

2009-03-30T08:12:00.000-07:00

I'm thinking of a complete makeover because i think i look boring.

Anyone wants it ? :D

Survey

2009-03-25T07:56:00.000-07:00

Hey guys if you have time please help nelson by trying his survey

*http://www.surveymonkey.com/s.aspx?sm=qAnsVobLCXyxlSV5_2fqMUnw_3d_3d

Your cooperation would be much appreciated :)

I don't want to see you die, so please don't haunt me :(

2009-03-20T10:15:00.000-07:00

Susan aka Jonathan organized so weird outing today, which only 8 of us made it. Thank gawd Nelson and Hansel could make it, didn't see them for quite awhile. Due to some unforeseen circumstances, we were forced to watch the thai horror coming soon. To be honest, it wasn't that scary, only susan made it scarier by grabbing me at times and i had to complain. Anyway it's a sick movie.

That's all for the day, since i'm so tired and it's 1.19am. I can't wait for school to start -.-.

Back To Square Two.

2009-03-19T09:34:00.000-07:00

I can't believe that on one hand, people like nelson are struggling to finish their homework in the march holidays, on the other hand, loafers like me are playing maple.

MAPLE LEHS!

I seriously can't believe i was back again killing stone golems for the past 2 hours ~,~

Maybe i should train dota or something.

Sidetrack.

2009-03-18T08:27:00.000-07:00

Today was kinda hectic. Early in the morning we, Joshua,Gerard,Jon,Santosh,Shad,Jono,Leonard,YuanQing,Johnathan,Terrence,Nicholas Kang, ALvin and Daniel tagged along later, to play basketball and soccer at upper court. Kinda surprising and fun to have such a huge group. Currently my arms are red. ( I couldn't get my suntan at certain spots -.-) Anyway after basketball i left early to meet up with friends to watch slumdog millionaire (Sorry for the pangseh guys) It''s quite an amazing show, except the ending, which was kinda horrifying. It has a well constructed plot and who says people with inferior background cannot succeed?

And i'm pretty amused with how this had developed. All i have to say is that i don't think i have anything to lose and in fact, i really fucking don't give a fucking damn, seriously + caps. I'm just speechless, and amazed about the pettiness and materialism that brought this about. Oh my my.

Think about it.

And, get a life. It's free. Save the economy. Geez.

Transition.

2009-03-16T07:56:00.001-07:00

I went to NP today with halim to meet up with Jasper and Shou Heng. Jasper is as ~~bitchy~~ crazy as always and shou heng is still shou heng. The atmosphere in NP seems much fresher, seniors are really friendly, future schoolmates are really cool, which are of different patterns, seriously.

I'm really looking forward to the LSCT camp and the start of the school term. Hopefully i will be able to take japanese course in school which will sort of fulfill my childhood dream, which is to learn japanese someday hehe. And i heard from Alvin about my future course mates, really looking forward to meet them hahas.

Yes, i'm entering the transition of my life on 20th April. Let's hope everything goes well :)

Hello Laptop.

2009-03-13T07:16:00.001-07:00

I went to the IT show at suntec with hoong,gerard,kester,yoke and halim. It is very crowded and we got separated a few times. In the end i bought a 8GB microSD and loads of brochures. After IT show, i got pangsehed and went alone to NP to meet Meng xuan, Alvin and Chen Bin. I bought my laptop (like finally) but couldn't top up my software. Eventually, i planned to go to NP again next monday, hopefully with Alvin and halim, to submit camp forms and software top up.

And i nearly had a scare just now while i was trying to take off my contact lens. I took off my left side and tried taking off my right one. However it seems it wasn't there and i thought it sort of stick into my cornea. I was f**king scared ZOMG. So i tried everything i could like trying to pinch it. In the end, i realized it fell into the basin and all the while it wasn't in my eye -.- THANK GAWD. So all those pinchings were futile...

Anyway, i'm left with a red eye. I'm gonna avoid contacts for a week...

Used To.

2009-03-11T07:27:00.000-07:00

Didn't really call you for almost a week

And neither did you.

I'm feeling neutral.

Maybe I'm used to your absence.

I guess you're also used to it.

Belated birthday Shengyi!

2009-03-06T07:20:00.000-08:00

I woke up early this morning to meet Hoong and Gerard for breakfast, before following them to collect their medical report. After that went to meet up with Shengyi (I still can't believe he shave bald and his hair grew back so fast.) and we went to play lan. After lan met up with Shengyi's friends and watched role model. It's kinda a semi-porno flick (I still can't believe NC16 shows are quite...) It stated "sexual humour" but we were treated to something more LOL. Anyway after movie we went to Fish & Co to wait for peepx(Anthony,Leon,Daniel) from E6. Daniel was really hyper LOL. After dinner, hoong, shengyi and i met up with shenyi friends and went drinking. In the end almost all of them were drunk LOL. One walked to a lamp post and fell into the bushes LMAO. Hoong and I went home after that and we reached home without getting caught LOL.

Tag replies-

Hansel - Yea i was about to a couple of nites ago but kinda lost interest. Maybe in a couple of days ba.

Vanessa - Haha HiHi. I have been out early and back late lol. Hahs i will chat with you the next time i see you online kays?

NoteBook Dilemma

2009-03-05T06:13:00.000-08:00

I'm having trouble deciding 2 notebooks which i will most likely be getting for poly.

The 2 choices are Sony Vaio VGN-CS28GD and Fujitsu L1010HNP

Sony Vaio VGN-CS28GD specs:

Windows Vista business
Processor Intel P8700 2.53Ghz
4GB ram
NVDIA Geforce 256mb graphic card (Dunno wad model)
HDD 320GB

Price = $2199

Fujitsu L1010HNP specs:

Window vista home premium
Processor Intel P8600 2.4Ghz
4GB ram
NVDIA Geforce 9300GS 256mb
HDD 320GB

Price = $1378

As we can see, Fujitsu is more wallet-friendly and i can buy it from school. Sony looks so sleek. However i really still need some suggestions.

And i may gonna hop down to the IT show some time next week to do some final act before submitting my order.

Anyone want to come along?

How nice.

2009-03-04T06:19:00.000-08:00

I kinda partially recovered from my stomach flu and mild fever which i contracted yesterday, most likely from my mum ._. I was watching Marley & Me with Gerard and his friends yesterday and i can't believe i struggled throughout the whole 115mins with stomach cramps and discomfort. After movie i went to the toilet and literally stayed there for 30mins and went home straight after.

Best of all, the rain aggravated my situation and i nearly fell on the road.

Hell yea, since i was wobbly and i lost my rational.

As soon as i reached home, i developed a mild fever.

Sleep wasn't really part of the plan for the day. I was trying to sleep, while i was kept awake my occasional stomach cramps. Kinda disturbing, so the entire night i was just tossing and turning.

And i was wondering

How nice is it to have your special someone visit you everyday at times of need? How nice is it to have your special someone attend to you when you really ill? How nice is it to have your special someone cheering you up when you are feeling dejected?

How nice is it to have your special someone there for you?

And how nice is it not to have stomach flu? ._.

Unexpectedly, i thought of her. I hope she's doing fine in there.
She must have turned into a wonderful person.

And thanks for the concern guys. I'm better already :)

I bet the toilet hates me now :X

Deadline.

2009-03-02T06:21:00.000-08:00

Hoong, halim and gerard dropped by to play SF4 this morning.

After that went to haji lane to look at some stuffs, but couldn't really get what i wanted.

Omg NP form e deadline is 6 march!!!

Tags replies

Lucas - O RLY>? LOL

Nelson - Trigo was nvr easy haha. I'm still stuck at secondary maths la, cant help u in ur A level maths lol. Good luck for A level's trigo :)

Hansel - LOL? Jizz in the pants LALALA~

Waste of my time.

2009-02-27T07:02:00.000-08:00

Kungfu chefs is kinda a disappointing show.

The "pei yin" is kinda weird, storyline and everything were so-so.

and

I wanna get a sony vaio lappy! :D

A day by the beach

2009-02-25T06:03:00.000-08:00

Joshua called me this morning and asked if i would wanna tag along as he and daryl wanna take photos at east coast park. Since i overslept and didn't go gym, i followed them, along with halim.

The rain nearly screwed up everything. We were catching fishes and crabs at a particular area and lucky it didn't rained so heavily

It's kinda cool having ~~pornography~~ photography as a hobby (although it's expensive). Yea and their photos were kinda awesome. I don't really know much about photography but daryl and joshua's photos were quite nice.

Other then that, i find the beach a really nice place to be at.

I wanna go there again, someday.

Blistering Speed.

2009-02-23T06:58:00.001-08:00

I'm addicted to chocolate milk with marshmallows for breakfast.

And i'm currently hadoken-ing Sangief now.

Btw Ryu's muscles look like pillows...

4E1 Class Outing'09

2009-02-22T07:22:00.000-08:00

Woah i'm really tired. I was out for class outing this afternoon, and surprisingly most of them turned up. It all started on thursday night when Bryan ask me if i could organize some class outing on sunday. It wasn't easy and in the end Bryan organized it all himself, including buying the tickets. The people who came were Bryan,Adwin,Jason,Halim,Alvin,Albert,Joshua,Win Htut,Marvin,Delvin,Hansel,Chen Bin,Aaron and his friend,Benedict Ong, and Joseph and his girlfriend.

We had our usual class jokes etc; (I kinda missed our usual atmosphere) We were supposed to watch Slumdog Millionaire. However, Halim didn't bring his NRIC so the people-in-charge couldn't confirm his age. Joseph's girlfriend also couldn't make it so we had to change movie. In the end we watched "He's Just Not That Into You" which made me feel that some girls are really despo. It was a nice movie however the cast were too many, had a hard time remembering their names... And some parts were kinda not suitable the younger audience...

Dry humping yea.

After movie, we had our dinner and some of them left as they got school tomorrow, leaving 5 of us walking around.

And i saw Soshi,Ryan,and Sanjay who said that they were attending Ms Pan's wedding earlier in the day. Hansel and I weren't invited and we didn't plan to crash so we went for our gathering.

Here's wishing Ms Pan and her husband a very happy marriage :)

Okay toodles and i'm off to bed.

[NOTICE]

2009-02-18T06:32:00.000-08:00

If you are part of 4E1'08, and haven't receive the mail...

There will be a Class Outing this sunday, organized by our ex-comm Bryan Lian. It will be in the afternoon around 4+. We will watch a movie and maybe do something kinky after that. HeHe. Please try to make it out of your busy schedule especially those in JC since it's been god zillion years since we have seen each other.

Yea please leave any reply in the tagboard or feel free to call/sms/msn/skype/facebook bryan or myself. If you don't have our numbers, don't be shy. Just ask.

Yea hope to see you guys soon ;D

Sometimes... i wish i could.

2009-02-16T07:33:00.000-08:00

Somethings are meant to be left unsaid, aren't they?

Valentines.

2009-02-14T06:16:00.000-08:00

Happy Valentines day.

For those who found their partners, continue loving each other.

For those who have not, believe you will and wait.

The day where people flood others with roses and sweet talks.

Omg.

Decision Making.

2009-02-09T06:16:00.000-08:00

I was wondering if i made a wrong decision right from the start.

Seeing so many people having a headstart, makes me feel insecure about my future.

But i have seen people around me doing that well in my path

Which makes me really

indecisive.

The Root Of Evil

2009-02-07T07:46:00.000-08:00

I didn't really like family gathering at my paternal side as they usually contain disputes irrelevant stuffs.

Today was really one classic example.

My uncles,aunts and parents were discussing as usual. Then my 3rd uncle was arguing with my 1st uncle. Then their wives intervened. Then my 3rd cousin shouted vulgarities at my 1st cousin-in-law (CIL), who wasn't doing anything. Then she went to complain to her husband, which is my 1st cousin, CY. CY cajoled her. Then the younger 3rd cousin who was sitting a sofa threw a ball at her, which apparently missed and nearly hit me. At that moment i nearly took a stool beside me and throw at her. (I was on alcohol, but i wasn't drunk.)

At the point of time i was in between the two parties playing my psp.

Younger 3rd cousin : "Eh Diam Diam la" (Quiet la)
CIL to CY : " Ta zai ma wo leh" (She's scolding me)
CY : "Bie li ta men." (Don't bother about them)
Aunt to CIL : "Ta men mei jia jiao" (They no manners.)
Younger 3rd cousin : " Sui mei jia jiao, bu yao luan suo." (Who no manners, you don't talk nonsense.)

And they started quarreling. This time 3rd uncle and family intervene. The rest of my uncles tried to restrain them while CY and CK (Oldest cousin) restrained my CIL.

Then CIL shouted.

"CCB!"

Yes, right in from of us. Right in front of all our younger siblings. Her son, Kayden was stunned, not knowing what happened. I was pissed. My brother was blurred. I bet the whole block heard our shouting.

But finally we threw 3rd uncle and family out.

I learned some stuffs today.

1) Tiger beer sucks. (CK recommended me Heineken, i shall try it next time)
2) White wine is awesome.
3) Money really screw a family up.
4) I have officially severed ties with my 3rd uncle and his family.
5) I'm not going to any paternal meetings anymore.

Apart from that crap, i enjoyed the bowling session with Guitar Ensemble peeps, Ryan Huang, Jonathan, Sanjay, Prasad and Sir. Prasad and Sanjay were late so they were forced to pay for the lane at pasir ris. Speaking about the alley, it was so awesome. The monitor was touch screen. The score chart was really colourful. And the lane was freaking smooth. All my hook shots were successful. The difference is really obvious la. After bowling they went for a movie while i went to my uncle house -.-

Lastly, i think i'm addicted to alcohol, keep feel like trying every type of alcohol...

And i'm not violent by nature, only pissed, since i will avoid being angry at times :)

Deperate Times Come Desperate Needs.

2009-02-05T06:44:00.000-08:00

I seriously think i should get my butt a job.

So if anyone wants to hire or got lobang please recommend it to me, unless there's no vacancies or i'm trying to compete for jobs with anyone.

I really feel uncomfortable competing for jobs. It seems cruel.

And i really want to buy that hoodie at NCORE and STAGE...

Nope i won't betray my body for that.

PS: Taiwan Girls are really pretty, seen from NCORE and STAGE. KEWL!

There Goes Our 45 Cents.

2009-02-02T06:52:00.000-08:00

For the first time in 10 years, i finally felt the pinch in my pocket. Concession just expired yesterday. Our bus/mrt fare rose from 45 cents to $1+/- overnight.

YES IT'S A HORRIBLE PHENOMENON. Especially the single beep sound when we tap on the bus fare, realizing $1 had been siphoned from your card, instead of the usual 45 cents. I nearly felt like smashing the bus captain's face into the machine.

One thing for sure is that traveling around will be much restricted and planning has to be done earlier. Every week, at least $10 will have to be forked out. It's really a hassle. Seriously.

Someone please review this system and change accordingly. We are humans and do not differ much from any other JC/ITE students, regardless of age and family background. But why are we paying more?

Anywaes i was out for job hunting with Joshua hoong and halim today at orchard, which failed quite badly... There were either no vacancies, age limit, gender limit, or has to be committed for at least 6 months. After job hunting, i met up with Gerard,Shengyi,Jon,Ryan,Jono for movie. We watched Bride Wars which was quite bitchy.
After that we went for lan and then went home.

Last night i was watching 我愛黑澀會牛年星座運勢大公開 episode. It's the episode i looked forward to every year, which talks about star signs for the year and such. It seems to me i will be having a really smooth year ahead :) which is quite good since last year was kinda a drag. Btw my star sign is Leo. :)

I'm not really into star sign readings but they were quite true for me last year.

Leo has a lot of 桃花 for 2009 :)

The not so good ones.

The good ones.

Do watch it if you are interested. But ultimately, your fate still lies in your own hands :)

And those who go to JC, do enjoy. LOL.

CNY Week.

2009-01-31T23:30:00.000-08:00

It's gonna be a long post since it was a long week.

Monday

Woke up freaking early. Went to Dad's friend semi-detached house for visiting. I actually mistook abalone porridge for chicken porridge. I was mixing the porridge and then my brother was like "Kor why no chicken de. Eh those cubes look like..." I was like "Eh taste like abalone leh" Then we went out and see and saw 10 cans of abalone opened LMAO. After dad's friend house we went to maternal grandma house (since paternal side had all passed on) Went out again with aunts and uncles to visit grandaunts. In the evening went to my mum's cousin's apartment, who made awesome pizzas. After that we went to my cousin, Nison, and his family's house. Yea and he drove us there LOL. It was well furnished and all i can say is wow. Biometric sensor door. Television everywhere. AVA room. W.O.W Oh and i played my first electric guitar at his house. It's really awesome and i really love playing one.
I couped myself in the room while my uncles and aunts gambled till 12+

Tuesday

Went to paternal uncle's house, since he's the eldest. Played with my cousin's son, Kayden. I dunno why but he's really cute la. After uncle house, we went to my dad's friend's bungalow. (I didn't know my dad has really rich friends) And their angpows are really big, and everyone has one including my parents lol. They have a personal gym, a pool table and a toilet bigger than my room. I'm serious. We went back to my grandma house for dinner while i slept in the evenings. Gambled abit before everyone left as wednesday got school.

Wednesday

Went to paternal Grandaunt house. Played Gran turismo on ps3 and went home to sleep.

Thursday

My dad's side came to our house. (i didn't know my parents wanted people to come to our house so badly.) Played with kayden again, let him played my drums. On the other hand, my other younger cousins were breaking it though. At night played with my mum, cousin-in-law and cousin. I finally learned how to play a proper game and won quite a few games.

Friday

Went out with the gay gang consisting of Ryan, Nelson, Shou Heng, Gerard, Jon, Shawn, Jasper to watch movie. I watched The wedding game while the rest watched Love Matters. I just feel the movie shouldn't be watched alone. Maybe with a special someone? Couples beside me were smooching each other while i was feeling awkward. And Gerard is a lousy liar. Evenings i went to my Godma's place for dinner and gathering. Had some drinking. 1985 wine and chivas with 7-up. They didn't taste bad and was quite nice.

Saturday

Was out with part of the gay gang for shopping. Unexpectedly ate a leaf. And Nelson failed to buy his shoe. I failed to buy my shoe and friendship band. Had lousy mee goreng for supper. Had terrible stomachache at night and i was in the toilet for an hour which deprived my sleep.

Sunday

Went to "Singapore Loo Clan" Lunch gathering at Royal Hotel. The minister of arts was there. And some weird guy from the next table was sucking up to him. What a boot-licker zzz Anyways i didn't know i had a clan and my late grandpa was one of the few people who started the clan. They even have a website. www.looclan.com.sg When i heard i was part of a clan, i was like "Wa really ar? Then got clan wars anot?" LOL! Had free lunch and angpows.

Photos

I left out some camwhoring photos to avoid flames.

Yea that's all.

It's 5 years already and i will still wait.

Lousy Food.

2009-01-31T07:42:00.000-08:00

I accidentally ate some unidentified flying object today while walking and laughing. We suspected it to be a leaf or maybe a government spy devices. Nevertheless its horrible having it stuck at the back of your own throat.

The Moral of My Story is...

Don't walk and open you mouth so big on the streets.

And i had some really lousy Mee Goreng, bought from my house nearby for supper. They use salt instead of soy sauce as soy sauce is more expensive. WTF!?

I guess my stomach now is half missing due to all these crap.

I will update on my week tomorrow since i have to sleep early today, ordered by my parents as we have some clan association lunch tomorrow and have to wake up at 9am.

9am for lunch.

Oh gawd someone save me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! especially my stomach!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Reasons.

2009-01-30T07:50:00.000-08:00

The several random reasons why i do not prefer JC life is because

1) I'm not cut out for studying.
2) I do not really like studying unless really neccessary.
3) I hate the 'O' level period so i'm most likely hating the 'A' level period.
4) I do not want to risk my future on a 'A' level certificate.
5) Diploma still owns.
6) JC people are usually nerds.
7) And I'm not a nerd.
8) Oh wait i once was.
9) But not now and ever anymore i hope.
10) I do not want to stress myself and the people around me out.
11) I'm kidding that all JC people are nerd.
12) Seriously.
13) SERIOUSLY.
14) Please don't close the window.
15) Spare my crap but i really prefer Poly life.

Actually, it didn't matter much.

Since i'm accepted into Ngee Ann Poly already, which is really kewl.

Even though i would miss frens going to JCs and different Polys.

Yea but i really enjoyed my secondary school life with you guys :)

Yea we rawks.

Don't mention it xDD

Same Old Story.

2009-01-27T06:53:00.000-08:00

My wish didn't came true this year, again. For the 5th time.

Guess there's always next year?

Interesting details will be filled tomorrow. :)

PS: I'm alright these days. So don't worry about me. Thanks for the concern.

Happy Lunar New Year!

2009-01-25T08:24:00.000-08:00

Here's how i spent my CNY eve.

1)Played ps3
2)Watch Anime
3)Play audition.

Yea it seems no different from any normal day.

Here's wishing all a Happy Lunar New Year. 2008 was pretty bad and hopefully 2009 would be better for all :)

SingAlongSong.

2009-01-23T22:12:00.000-08:00

SingAlongSong 方大同

I wrote this song it's not too long
cos' I've been thinking 'bout you
I wrote this song maybe I'm wrong
To be caught up about you

Well I dont know what you think 'bout me
Maybe you think nothing at all
But maybe you could just lie to me
And we could be in love you see

Oh it's a singalong song that's not too long
It's when I think about you that I hear songs
And you can singalong maybe if you want to
Cos' baby I wrote this I wrote this for you

I wrote this song it's not too long
Cos' I'm the one who loves you
I wrote this song this can't be wrong
I don't wanna smile without you

Well I just want to make you happy
but maybe you want nothing at all
and how I wish that you're meant to be
forever and a day with me

Oh it's a singalong song that's not too long
It's when I think about you that I hear songs
And you can singalong maybe if you want to
Cos' baby I wrote this I wrote this for you

In everyway you mean more to me
than you'll ever know
girl I'll do my best to show these words are true
and if you'd like to make a song
and be a perfect harmony with me
I'd find the greatest words sing
so we could write our own romance

Oh it's a singalong song that's not too long
It's when I think about you that I hear songs
And you can singalong maybe if you want to
Cos' baby I wrote this I wrote this for you

Oh it's a singalong song that's not too long
It's when I think about you that I hear songs
And you can singalong maybe if you want to
Cos' baby I wrote this I wrote this for you

Cos' baby I wrote this I wrote this for you

It's all because of her, isn't it?

2009-01-23T08:32:00.000-08:00

It's because of her, we became friends.

It's because of her, i finally knew what is coincidence.

It's because of her, we enjoy chatting with each other.

It's because of her, we spent time at the movies.

It's because of her, i get to know you better.

It's because of her, i felt that you are the one i want to care and be there for.

It's because of her, things didn't went the way we wanted.

It's because of her, we argued and quarreled.

It's because of her, you wanted an exception.

It's because of her, you said you couldn't be the person i wanted you to be.

It's because of her, you made the decision even though i was the indecisive one.

But deep down, I didn't mind making that exception.

But now,

It's all because of her, our friendship, it's over.

Or maybe,

did it ever started in the first place?

That day,

that very fateful day.

It's because of her, i cried my heart out.

It's all because of her, i'm left with nothing but anguish and disappointment.

The Outcast.

2009-01-18T08:17:00.000-08:00

Had some debate over decision making just now. Talk until thirsty.

I knew nothing would really happen.

This facade, i can see through it.

You didn't really mean it.

I felt

Left out.

The Crossroad in Life.

2009-01-15T08:42:00.000-08:00

From Friendster's horoscope...

The Bottom Line

Reminiscing about the past is a great way to determine where to go in your future.

In Detail

Reminiscing about the past is a great way to determine where to go in your future. Get together with old friends or family members today and share your feelings about the past with them. Even if you just send an email off to an old friend with the subject line 'remember when', you'll unlock an important memory that will teach you about who you are now -- and who you want to evolve into. You are on a journey forward, but looking back is not a bad idea.

Maybe i should think who i really wanna be...

Nvm i got the night with me. Anything can change.

Dismayed.

2009-01-14T21:27:00.000-08:00

If i ever knew choosing a suitable campus to go to is so tough, i would never wanted to do that well.

Everyone tells me to open up my horizon, but i rather end up falling safely than losing everything.

It's not that i don't really want to go to jc, considering my family's future, but i just don't find them as appealing as poly.

Someone, help.

Aftermath. And what's next?

2009-01-12T07:07:00.001-08:00

I must be crazy if i'm not happy right now.

The results were pretty amazing, while certain subjects were kind of a disappointment. I got 9 for L1R5 and 7 for L1R4

I'm the 10th position, which later on i found out many people were 10th also, including tinaes (yay hi-5!)

Seriously english and CHS are awesome. I have been failing CHS since secondary 3...

The Death Note...

13x20+1 codes. So many omg... see until blur...

I have not really decided where to go, since my route is gi-normously enlarged. But i think i will decide it soon...

And thanks to everyone who made these possible, especially God :)

Mixed Feelings.

2009-01-11T07:25:00.000-08:00

I'm quite a last minute person, so only when the last minute then i will feel the pressure.

Frankly speaking, im undergoing serious case of mixed feelings now.

I'm feeling euphoric-sad-petrified-nervous-confused, basically, its every emoticons u can find on the net.

I'm not really worried about my results, but the people around me are making feel worried!

Just don't lemme see horrible english and humanities results can ler...

GOD please help me!

A thrown ball which may have found it's target, unexpectedly.

2009-01-10T08:58:00.000-08:00

I was at SP with Glenn and Ryan Lim this afternoon and had partially removed SP from my consideration list due to long distance traveling in the campus and the unexpected outcome of not having to eat Macdonald's at SP as it was closed. Other then that the place was quite lively.

Yes this is a short post as im terribly tired.

PS* I duno if i had made the right decision and my attempt may had succeeded, however, i trust my heart. :)

Maybe that's it?

2009-01-09T07:40:00.000-08:00

I went to Ngee Ann Poly open house today, and spent my whole afternoon there with Ryan,Nelson,Eugene,Hansel and Jasper. Walked and looked around and came to a conclusion, which is to take up Biomedical Science (BMS) if i go to poly.

I may sound childish but i'm really interested in researching and coming up with cures for terminal illnesses. I don't want humanity to be worn down by the devastating effects of terminal illness. I don't want any of my friends/family to be afflicted by any and end up waiting till the day comes.*TOUCHWOOD* I don't want unscrupulous people to reap huge profits just from the sales of these cures, which are usually expensive. I don't want people to pass on due to these diseases.

I want to find a cure for these! I want a change!

Let's see what will happen on 12th ba. Anything can happen.

Yea that's all i have to say, and NP is really big.

PS* I was able to tolerate your absence in the past, but now it's kinda getting... out of hand. Maybe that's it for me?

Yes, i really want to learn something.

2009-01-08T06:10:00.000-08:00

Alright was out to school this afternoon for cca fair because we, alumni, were supposed to give a performance for the secondary one. All i have to say i really envy those who knows how to play the guitar really well, like Ryan, Nicholas, Joshua, Sanjay, Soshi etc; It's really awesome if you know how to play an instrument. Frankly, im really pathetic at it. I can count the number of songs i know how to play with 2 fingers. Even though i said i wanted to play it everyday, it seemed to me that everything was just going against me.

If you guys are free and don't mind accepting a noob as your disciple, must tell me okays :) I'M WILLING TO SACRIFICE MY GAMING TIME TO LEARN!

And i guess singing is really much out of the question.

Dang i don't really have much talent.

Since 2008 i wanted to learn,

Drums (arcade/PS3) -> can pass le.
Guitar -> Stuck at a certain place.
Singing -> suck balls.
Arcade DJ game -> never play before.
To be sociable -> gone case
Bowling -> arm dislocated
Some fashion stuffs -> ...

So far until now, it's sad that all failed.

Terribly, horribly, and OBVIOUSLY.

I seriously have to re-plan everything.

The Great Cycling Expedition Part 2

2009-01-07T06:53:00.000-08:00

I couldn't really sleep last nite, keep waking up after 1-2hrs interval. In the end struggled until 6am and idled there until 8am before using my computer. Left the house at 12 and went to east coast park. Met Jasper, Gerard, Glenn, Ryan, Nelson on the bus. We had 6hrs of cycling, while jon joined us halfway. SOME people fell down again and SOME got their legs cramped. Now my arms are red, i think too much sun tanning lers, which i like :) Not proportion de, should have worn my basketball jersey so whole arm tan sure nice de. Maybe next time i go again ba wakakas

Left at around 6.30 for another appointment, which was kinda screwed up as everyone was like living in different time zone. We didn't go anywhere. We just eat and go home.

I dunno why but i'm just angry and confused, not at myself or others, but the situation i'm in.

I wonder why?

The Great Cycling Expedition.

2009-01-03T08:37:00.000-08:00

East coast was really crowded today, as Ryan and I taught Jasper and Nelson how to cycle. They learned quite fast except for some people who keep falling down and making me laugh. *GUESS WHO*

Other then that i would really like to go sun tanning or something. The evening sun is really warmth and comfy.

We had sort of a feast for dinner, laksa, satay, bbq stingray, hokkien mee, coconuts etc; and i wasn't full. Oh come on we are like surrounded by food stalls so why not eat them?

And i will not try Dance Dance Revolution again. Nearly broke my arm because of it and we became a laughing stock i guessed. RF 5 is much better la!

Lastly there will be whole lots of activities next week, including the release of our expected 'O' level results. Basically, i don't think there's a need to worry so much since we had already finish them. So, we should just enjoy ourselves until then. :)

Mission Unsuccessful, again.

2009-01-02T08:09:00.000-08:00

We saw this couple outside the cinema just now. The lady went to buy some snacks. When she came back, she was quarreling with her boyfriend. Then they shouted at each other, she handed the popcorn to him, and walked away. Instead of chasing her, he continue to eat the popcorn lmao.

And dang it i blew my chances away, i should have just went for it without thinking lmao.

But still please 給我一首歌的時間, i really need it. :)

Other then that, school reopened, and im glad that students have to go back to school, and not me.

xDD

2009: The New Year; A New Beginning.

2008-12-31T11:15:00.000-08:00

TO all gay munchies/munchlax/munchppl who wished me Happy New Year, HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YOU ALL. Even though i wasn't able to reply back all the messages you guys had sent, due to the rising cost of phone bills, i really appreciated it and the new year would not be much happier without it.

My new year resolutions to:

Myself: Wei Sheng please be a little more 'colorful' as in more friendly, sporting and outgoing. 2008 wasn't really a spectacular year however it doesn't mean 2009 should be the same. Be wise in your decisions and appreciate the people around. And don't think too much about unnecessary things lol. :)

Family: Please take care of your health and such and a little more freedom would be deeply appreciated.

Friends (Close or distant): Yep some of you have come and gone. I really appreciate your company all these years as you guys made me feel cherished and appreciated. Thanks all these while. And all the best for your results in the coming weeks and strive through every endeavor! Let's continue to ~~nuke~~ contact each other regardless of which institution we are in. :)

S: Please take care yourself in there. It's been five years so let's make 2009 the 6th. I may had been long forgotten but it's okay, that's what always happen to me anyway, I'm numb to it. :)

Other then that i had my most memorable NYE celebration on the 31st.

In the morning, i went to play basketball with Jon, Gerard, Shad, Leonard, Yuan Qing. And poor Gerard lost his handphone, which he had got back from the service center yesterday. So we made a police report which was my first time in there.

After that i went home to change before attending my appointment until 11pm before i rushed down to Nelson house for countdown. Instead, we spent our New Year climbing rooftops and only Nelson and Jon succeeded. The heavyweights were left at the bottom slacking. Gerard and Ryan had to leave early and Ryan wasn't able to catch the last train. In the end, Nelson, Jon and I were left behind with a bottle of wine (courtesy of his parents, Thanks so much!). We finished it and i was not drunk after 4-5 cups, i was able to count to 10 and walk straight! Wine taste different with every different type of food we eat! At last i wasn't able to sleep over because i wasn't feeling very well. (due to the mixture and heat and aircon) Nelson's parents were really good hosts and thanks for allowing our presence in the house.

I left the place at 2.30am and i walked home through the eerie houses and reached home at 3am. Thank god my parents were asleep LMAO!

Other then that i really loved the swing which tremendously relieved my childhood :D

Finally, enjoy the new year and don't forget to finish your homework for those going back to school xDD

Thanks for making all these possible!

Mix and Match.

2008-12-30T08:44:00.000-08:00

I went out to watch ANGUS, THONGS AND PERFECT SNOGGING with Gerard,Santosh,Shengyi,Leonard today. (I couldn't see Shengyi's beard, Leonard still limping, Gerard still look round, Santosh is still santosh.)

At first i thought the movie was some kind of cheap girl-crush-boy-boy-likes-another girl-the end sort of movie. However it turned out pretty nice. It shows how a girl handles her teenage life, handling relationship and friendship and of course, growing up.

It really makes one feel like falling in love!

So don't be deterred by its not-so-advertised state, it's a nice and heart-warming movie.

After movie, we went to play Left 4 Dead. As usual i was really high, every zombies i killed i spewed vulgarities everywhere along with their remains.

And i literally am not at home tomorrow/today due to some NYE celebration, so i may stay over my friends house.

Alright im feeling dead and i have games to play tomorrow.

Nites gay munchies.

Unclassified Boredom.

2008-12-28T07:19:00.000-08:00

My post holidays are seriously boring.

I literally rotted at home on friday.

I ~~grabbed~~ received my edusave scholarship on early saturday morning and was convinced that all members of parliament ~~suck~~ are weak in their chinese language.

Today, my dad arranged my bed,study table and wardrobe to a different order so i can place my TV in my room for my gaming needs. So i didn't manage to use my computer. And i was nearly conned into going for a haircut.

I'm really bored. I really wanna go to FEP, any orchard area, or somewhere which i can just entertain myself.

Someone/Anyone if you wanna go out and need company feel free to ask me, and i will come out, meet you and ~~give you a kiss!~~

~~And i will love ya!~~

Presents.

2008-12-25T07:51:00.000-08:00

We had some really crowded experience at bugis and orchard this afternoon. We didnt expect outside to be so packed while we squeezed through the crowd. Eventually, we still didn't head down to far east plaza. Hopefully next week ba.
In the evenings i went to my family annual christmas party. I drank Chivas Regal for the first time, some whiskey, which tasted quite nice when it's chilled with honey. And i got my dickies bag and had been hugging it ever since! Its so spongy!

Anyway, from last week 's church, presents are supposed to be

1) free
2) cater to the recipient's needs
3) sincere
4) bought with self earned money

Something like that. I saw someone in from of me taking down notes omg.

Ya i think the best present i gave myself this year are the chances i made, accidentally/purposely, to open myself to the people around me. Even though i may be anti-social at times and stubborn(?), i try my best to change for the better.

And my new year resolution is to be a more colorful person, who paints color into everyone's life, leaving behind my black and white in 2008.

That's the present i would like to be.

And you, my friends, are the greatest presents of equal greatness, i have with me. :)

Merry Merry Christmas Baby!

2008-12-24T09:29:00.000-08:00

Merry Christmas to all gay mittens!

Thanks for the wishes and i'm lazy to reply all back so here it is!

And i really think we should do something crazy on christmas day, something we wouldn't do usually.

Lastly, enjoy yourselves but don't kill yourself.

I hate chinatown.

2008-12-23T09:38:00.000-08:00

Okay i had to rush down to people's park complex and complete the stocks there. I spent 2hrs there alone to finish up the stocks before heading down to pearl centre. (where all the R21 shows are)

All i can say that, i hate the malls there.

Firstly, majority of them are rude cheena people.
Secondly, i have to pay to use the toilet. (WHAT"S WRONG WITH THE MALL!) And it's 20 cents!

It's not that i'm cheapskate or i didn't bring coins or something, but other malls are already not implementing this lousy money-come-in method. The mall is gonna lose it's customers in the long run. Furthermore, it's the mall duty to provide free, i say no need pay, toilets for the public. Why the hell make us pay for it. It's not that the toilets are uber clean or have some sophisticated butt cleaning device or something.

Oh yea i was playing my call of duty. I was dam high lol. I see my allies kena grenade i keep laughing lmao. Then i use the bayonet go stab people lol.

Yes im going crazy and im gonna make a crazy decision tomorrow. :)

My 不完美 personality.

2008-12-22T08:00:00.000-08:00

Yea had work today, i was unexpectedly tired today, maybe due to not enough sleep last night. My partner for the day was Catherine, a sisterly figure who's quite good to me coz she let me leave early xDD

Anyway, we went to Suntec, Marina Square and Raffles's place.

And due to a last minute decision, i went to orchard to meet up with Ryan and Jasper for dinner and window shopping.

Seriously I'm dead tired x.x

And anyone wants to join Ryan,Jasper,Hoong and me for shopping/pool on christmas?

I think my heart is bleeding, blood with sadness. I duno why. Don't ask me.

The Hyper-High-Enthus and the stoner.

2008-12-20T08:01:00.000-08:00

Omg i (actually my parents and my godma) splurged on clothes these 2 days.

You may wanna scroll down to the 2nd part if you wanna read about what happened today :)

I wore this out. A shirt, tie and sweater. 我爱黑涩会 said this is the trend for winter season so i gave it a try. Over-formal i guessed...

I love chips LOL! I bought the skinnies nia and a long sleeve checkered shirt.

All these were bought yesterday, and it seemed i over shot my budget, which was $150.

And Kudos to my cousin, Nison, he's really good at fashion stuffs, gave me alot of tips on dressing and he's gonna give me his black skinny tie too lol. OMG THANK YOU LUBBS!

Okay back to today, i bought a vest (it's cheaper than i expected) and a t-shirt at bugis.

Alrights i went to church (my first time) with Nelson today, who was invited by SiHui(Ms)/KeAi( she told me to call her that ) aka Ms Adorable. All i can say that she's a very nice person and she's kinda random. xD

The church is located at Anglican High School.

Oh and i want to comment on the people there. They are really very 热情 la, and also very enthu and high. Made me felt awkward at first coz im those very anti-social type which i will sit there and stone, however they are really nice and friendly people. I got to know some of them, but i had a hard time remembering their names lol.

No wonder Darius likes to go to church camps...

Anyway i enjoyed my time there, even though i accidentally squished the little worm while being blindfolded and my hand being dipped into a mystery box. Thanks Nelson for saboing me LOL. Hold the parcel until so long lol, then throw at me, just nice the song stopped...

And our dear Nelson landed his eyes a his "angel" at the swing. Try to get the nice little picture here and there lol. Unfortunately, she's attached. My fren, your time will come, just wait. :)

Overall, i enjoyed myself and im wondering if i should go next week , and that depends entirely on Nelson and my schedule lol. :X

Other then that, i still haven't gotten rid my stereo-type that 'all churches baptize people', after seeing the newcomer's form...

"Please tick the suitable box(es)

1)Im interested in christianity.
2)I wanna join the church.
3)I from another church.
4)I wanna noe more about the church.
5)(can't remember)
6)I wanna get baptized (by who:______) "

LOL, no offense to any religion btw...

Where's my Nun-chucks!

2008-12-18T06:47:00.000-08:00

Firstly i hate the wind, every time i spend time using wax on my hair just get ruined by the stupid wind, and the irony - i'm using Gatsby hair wax called Air rise...

And i just saw someone who wasn't supposed to be seen to see the situation i was in lol.

And i was wearing my "Looking for Little Miss Naughty" shirt and coincidentally saw a lady wearing it lol. I saw her and quickly siam. You should know why la...

Other then that, grats to Jon who had made it for his 'N' level, which i knew he would have, and those who received their results, whether good or bad.

WoW!

2008-12-17T08:53:00.001-08:00

Lol spent my 2hrs playing WoW, quite a weird game.

Oh and i met hoong while playing basketball just now, quite a coincidence and we plan to go for some shopping at far east plaza next monday.

If anyone wants to come along just give me a ring, or maybe two.

And i seriously need some entertainment these days lol.

Other then that, i seriously love the afternoon sun :)