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My name's Wei Sheng.
18 August is my day.
A Leo.
St Gabriel's Primary
St Gabriel's Secondary
Biomedical Science
Ngee Ann Polytechnic

I have an absolute interest in basketball,gaming and guitar. I tend to be a bit lame and i thank my friends for tolerating me. However, i regard it as a desirable trait. :)

I appreciate the people around me, especially friends, as they are the ones that made me what i am today. I absolutely hate people who have complaints but have nothing beneficial to the situation.

I'm satisfied with the way I am right now. I enjoy company, friends and family alike. However, I would really enjoy times alone by myself. So watch out for the body language or the meaning behind my words.

Other then that, i don't think i'm unfriendly, just maybe a lil', introvert.

If there’s a need/urge to reach/contact me, you can try adding my msn which is chaos_dark_flare_knight@hotmail.com or you can try reach me at facebook :)


loves.
-Hershey Chocolate Sundae Pie.

-Sleep.

-Thrash talk.

-Randomness in everyday life.

-Guitar.

-Someone to love and be loved.

talk.


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Alvin
Ash
Class Blog
Denise
Hansel
Eugene
Jon
Joshua Hoong
Joshua Yeo
Kenneth
Kimberly
Gerwyn
Gerard
Jasper
Liping
Leon Lin aka (LJ)^2
Lucas
Nelson
Pearlyn
Ryan
Ryan Lim
Shawn
Safurah
SGSS Guitar Ensemble
Tinaes
Vanessa
Yvonne

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Friday, June 27, 2008

WE went to watch "wanted" yesterday.

WE include me, santosh,tinaes,jono,jon,shouheng,nelson. Its NC16 and some may wonder how the hell we got in.(since im not 16 yet until August) Its kinda weird as the ticketing counter just let us pass like "Oh Nvm la." without checking Nelson's and my IC since we are the risk-ful bunch. Ok now for the after-movie-feelings. Firstly the movie is really good in its action,good in the amount of blood spilled,good for the massive amount of F* words, but its bad in its plot. Until now im still wondering why the lead is still here.

After the movie, some bought takoyaki balls and burgers then we left.

Every time i go home by bus, i always love to sit at the corner of the backseat. I find it unusually comfortable. I feel that it is the only space which can accommodate and accept me and allow me to reflect on my life. Maybe hiding in a corner is the best thing i can only do...

Thursday, June 26, 2008

Write 20 random facts about yourself then tag the same amount of people as minutes it takes you to write the facts.

1)I am obsessed with long hair fringe.
2)I always believe in personal grooming brings confidence.
3)I love combing my hair.
4)I have a very small social circle. (yea, see my links for evidence =P)
5)I like to poke people.
6)I spent 10 years (almost) of my life in a all boy's school.
7)I love being random.
8)I am beginning to dislike basketball and like soccer.
9)Guitar ensemble is my FAV CCA.
10)Other than ensemble songs, I don't really know how to play any latest songs. How sad.
11)I am interested in genetic engineering.
12)I want a positive change in life.
13)I think I am emotional at times.
14)I don't dare to look at people in their eyes.
15)I mix around naturally with friendly people.
16)I need a personality change.
17)I want to drop my mass to 60+kg.
18)I admire ambitious people.
19)I am looking forward to relationships.
20)RANDOMFACT(S): There are 60 friends in my msn and 48 friends in my friendster currently.

Took 8mins so... lucky people are Nelson,Joshua Yeo, Hoong, Ryan Lim, Tinaes, Eugene, and another 2 who are reading this??

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

Just when im supposed to be at home study for chinese orals, i stayed back and help settle the new guitars for our ensemble. We packed up and left after leaving our "C-4"0s at about 5.30pm, with several laughter and such. In the end i headed for Hougang Mall popular to get some stationary.

I really like the feeling of being outside and not at home. It is kinda carefree and relaxing. Maybe its because of the stressful environment im in. Or actually im caught up in my past. Everyone has their past, its only you can forget them and move on or not.

I really quite like this song, kinda reminds me of a person being slave of love and not know what he/she is doing, maybe blinded by love. I don't really know.

can fei - kenji wu

爱里行动不便
追不上你的美
脚步再快跟不上你的嘴
分开我骗了谁
想擦掉你的脸
擦不掉痛却更明显
你说你要的世界
在很远我不了解
分手就分手
别把话说得太美
我像个残废
飞不出你的世界
借不到一点安慰
为什么你拼命后退
退到了边界
结果我没了知觉
就连痛都嫌浪费
在爱里残废
非弄得伤痕累累
累到我无力再追
最怕你突然要挽回
回到了原点
原点却又像终点
然后多痛一遍
爱里行动不便
追不上你的美
脚步再快跟不上你的嘴
分开我骗了谁
想擦掉你的脸
擦不掉痛却更明显
你说你要的世界
在很远我不了解
分手就分手
别把话说得太美
我像个残废
飞不出你的世界
借不到一点安慰
为什么你拼命后退
退到了边界
结果我没了知觉
就连痛都嫌浪费
在爱里残废
非弄得伤痕累累
累到我无力再追
最怕你突然要挽回
回到了原点
原点却又像终点
然后多痛一遍
我像个残废
飞不出你的世界
借不到一点安慰
为什么你拼命后退
退到了边界
结果我没了知觉
就连痛都嫌浪费
在爱里残废
非弄得伤痕累累
累到我无力再追
最怕你突然要挽回
回到了原点
原点却又像终点
然后多痛一遍
我像个残废
在爱里残废

Tomorrow will be the 1st batch taking chinese Orals. On my part, i wish them all the best and strive for excellence. Even though some may be slightly weak in the subject, don't be disheartened and be confident in what you argue for.

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

Greed:Very Low
 
Gluttony:Medium
 
Wrath:Low
 
Sloth:Low
 
Envy:Very Low
 
Lust:Low
 
Pride:Medium
 


The Seven Deadly Sins Quiz on 4degreez.com


Got this from Hansel's blog. Did it for fun. Gluttony seems too imba.

Okay we started school yesterday. First thing during assembly, i got caught for my hair. Oh yea. The (un)usual "your fringe abit long, back touch collar" all these stuffs. And i was told to settle it by tomorrow, which was today. The surprising cool news is that the school adopted a new system: they will catch colour on the first day, and length for the second day. So those who pon school on the first day has no where to hide. hehe. As for me, i went back home late about 4.30pm after Mdm Foong Oral Remedial. Not the oral you dirty people are thinking, fyi. The exam which falls on Friday, for me yar. I had my hair cut and rushed to tuition at 5pm. After tuition i ended up playing basketball with aloysious and those who stayed around Lorong Ah Soo. At night i started watching TV. When i was doing homework it was about 9++pm. I didn't plan to slack so much omg and i gotta settle a new study schedule by this week after i analyze my current status. And this morning, i passed my hair check.

Yay?

And i should , coz if you survey around the ground, you can see long hair asses around (excluding me). So, i should be happy.

Or shouldn't I?

Anywaes, i seemed to suffer from some sort of withdrawal symptoms these days after tehellim, these memories of guitar all this while kept playing back in my head every day, made me couldn't sleep. I just realized i should have quit basketball when it stopped registration and such. Oh well, guess we have to wait for our overseas trip and maybe Alumni performance.

And Hansel was (maybe) suffering the same symptoms as me. What he did was he went to search up blogs of the members of the PLMGS guitar ensemble and everything regarding it. Some sort of a professional stalker. I did not differ very much, but not as extreme as he is. I really just want to keep a low profile of myself (and life) as it is really nothing great. It is not im emo or what but i seriously think i had not achieved much in life. Im just as average nobody in a average school in a average environment.

Currently i really want to focus on the 'O's. These experiences can only provide me with confidence to move on. So i gotta buckle up and do something constructive, as they say, or else i will be exempted from the rest.

It is un(usual) for such a long post for me but i really want to find a place and chill.

I will end here.

and i think im addicted to caffeine.

Oh dear.

Friday, June 20, 2008

Alright, we participated in PLMGS's Tehellim 2008 guitar concert, and we finish in style and some hoo-hoo.

While watching PL playing their pieces, we had nothing to say as they are really awesome. But when its SJI's turn, we had so many comments, how they ksed our songs etc;
Then it was our turn 2 pieces after the intermission. At first i was kinda nervous.
During our last 5 mins practice, we decided to add in a very surprising part to our performance. When we got on stage, the auditorium was all dark. So we played 13 days to france. And for brazil, we totally pwned omg. After the performance was the debrief, and ms pan clearly admitted that we were better than SJi (opps!) Like what Tinaes said, no wonder PL's guitar ensemble president was embarrassed for the fact that both PL and SJI got silver for guitar (double opps!)

Many things happen these few days, from Quincy's scandals to lousy dinner. But overall, we really enjoyed ourselves.

So PLMGS, invite us as guest performers again next time round ? XD

Thursday, June 19, 2008

Yesterday we (Shawn,Hansel,Nelson,Gerard,Shou Heng,Jasper,Jon and myself) went out for some sort of ex e2 gathering. Our gatherings are always almost the same. LAN, Movie, dinner ,pool. So you can expect yesterday gathering to be almost the same. Yea, and we went back, for me, was kinda late.

I didn't really had a goodnight sleep last night. Probably because of my horribly blocked nose + anxiety(?). In a few hours time would be our (as for sec 4s) last performance for this year. The weird thing is i feel kan chiong both socially and emotionally, how im able to face the audience,people,crew,mates and all that.

I will have to report to PL at about 2pm , which is 1h 30mins 25 secs away, under the hot sun, in a full black suit and a silvery tie. Nice.

And i shall stop here, may double post later.

Ciao

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

We had our guitar rehearsal with PLMGS and SJI this morning. It was kinda new entering a foreign school, let alone a all girl's one, for a boii boii from a all boy's school like me. And omg they have a really huge concert hall. Nice.

At about 9.30pm, we were having our first dry run to warm up. First was SJI, performing 2 pieces which one of them was what we had played before at Vocal Vibes. (you guys have to watch it to know it). IN OUR OPINION, SGSS ensemble feel that our version is way better then them, however, SJI owns in dynamics. Next up was our performance. Played 2 pieces, in which was weird as the song doesn't sound right. Last up was PLMGS, 50+ members strong performance, as expected, everyone was alien to me.I didn't really hear much of their performance as i suddenly have the "where is hansel chia?" feeling. Yea. He was late. REALLY LATE. And on the other hand, jon thought that rehersal was at 2pm, and so he didn't come. NICE ONE guys. But anyway, it's good enough if you made it =).

I learned 2 lessons today.

1) Listen to your MC. From the instructor of PLMGS and SJI. It really takes up a lot of time if you are really lost and don't know what to do. It's best if you know how to take cue from the MC and so forth.

2) Chances are meant to be created, not begged for. From my dear self. I just realised (not just today) that even though opportunities are plentiful, they won't come to you automatically. But the ones who knows how to make use of them will eventually run into them, and truly succeed.

I guess i really have to work hard.

Friday, June 13, 2008

Ok, im actually typing this post with an injured finger...

We had our guitar camp on thursday, 2 days 1 night in school. Quite an unforgettable one. Besides trainings and stuffs, we had water bombs, basketball games,movies,slack, yea. IN which i broke my left index finger WHILE playing basketball. A great time perhaps. Next wenesday performance rehersal, friday performance. And with an injured finger, coincidently the left index finger? Talk about mere bad luck. Now, im trying to coordinate my other fingers to do the work instead, such as middle,ring and pinkie. Its gonna be tough on them but its no choice =S. Now my poor finger, is purple in colour, with some traces of blue, cant bend, cant put straight, and its now wrapped in bandage with brown medicine. I will not be able to poke people for a while hais...

Friday, June 6, 2008

Ok im kinda depressed and tired right now.

First thing first, i broke my new string, AGAIN. The thickest string (6th) went kaboom on thursday night. The reason : the incredible ringing, the failure to reach E, and maybe the improper tying method. The string is now pressing on neighboring frets when i tried to play 1 fret,usually the 1st to 3rd fret. Hais... now im sitting down here, in front of the monitor , looking for help.

Yesterday we went to cage, to play soccer. Yea right *slaps wei sheng for playing soccer*. I was not crazy and i really enjoyed it. Although its kinda tiring , leaving me a lot of muscle aches.

I really hope that i can buy a new 6th string next week and revive my guitar. I cant wait to start practicing.

Anyone wants to hang out next week so i can buy my string?

Thursday, June 5, 2008

Today's SPA was gged man. Crappy experiment with crappy circumstances. Tying the string was horrible. Result was weird. Teachers were disappointed. Students were screwed.

Yea thats sort of a summary.

Anyway today is Eugene's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY THERE! Hope you enjoyed yourself today =D. We went to Mind's cafe this afternoon. We include, Alvin,Hansel,Lionel,Nelson,Glenn,Chen Bin. Had 3hrs+ of board game. In which, i sinfully blurted out something which may sow discord between me and that guy ( you noe who ). Im sincerely sorry for what i have done and hope you can forgive me ;(. Anyway im really apologetic and it was not on purpose, i was kinda on random thoughts then. Yea , so 请多多包含,多多原谅, ^^.

Recently im really crazy about anime, negi magi, gundam seed/destiny, trying to stuff anime into my life.

I was kinda high when i bought Magister Negi Magi Book 21 (omg), waited for long 2months +?? Yea gonna catch that later on.

And i bought guitar string which may alleviate my urge for guitar. (arrrrgggghhh)

Lastly I will be joining my classmates for soccer game tomorrow at kallang ( quite unlikely of me , yea), hoping to shed some kilos tomorrow (RAWR).

Finally, i will end my dreaded post.

God bless.

Tuesday, June 3, 2008

Today was kinda lethargic, in the sense, i woke up late for class, arrived late (a bit) , and was drowsy. Ended class at 11am, reluctantly went to lan , accompanied by hansel, to srangoon lan, played a few rounds of cs with our class (tut,delvin,joshua,darius,aaron,yunyi,nick). Gaming with taboo ppl was crap, tut was owning, joshua was lucky in a sense that every corner he turn to has a frag for him. AT about 1pm, left the place and headed to raffles place to meet up with nelson and tim, who wanted to make some shopping.They were busy smsing and made mi feel like an outcast lol, let alone my pathetically small social circle XP. We parted with Tim at raffles citylink and left for Funan/pennisula plaza to buy some stuffs. Nelson wanted to buy a Ipod sock which was kinda rare. In the end he bought a sock which was kinda small, and i bought this ipod charger. Later on, we went to pennisula to buy my guitar tuner and picks. Left the place soon after.

Sad thing when i reached home, i tune my guitar. When i reach the first string. I plucked it. The tuner read D minor. And god knows how, i tightened the nut and the string snapped. Thanks u pathetic little metal friend. So far i changed 3 times already and the 1st string seriously let mi down. ZzZ plan to get a new string next week if we go out. Anyone wants to come along?

Recently i got caught up with Magister Negi Magi Anime/Manga. I just can't wait to watch the next episode again since it is way faster than the book's. This is sort of like relieving my childhood fantasies bah.

Here's the link for season 1, episode 1-26



Happy, ready , go . omg...

Monday, June 2, 2008

Oh yay just watched Singapore against (i dunno how to spell, -stan) , the result was quite expected. The "-stan" played well fanatics even thought im not really a soccer fanatic. Anyway if sg are gonna play this kind of standards, it unlikely they will take it to the next stage.

And so we had our all time favorite physics lesson today, with bhumgara being criticized all the way, and even got into a fight with chen bin. After that we went to bowling, which eugene threw the ball backwards. yes, nice one.

And heard that Nelson had a great experience this afternoon. Grats to him, maybe teach mi a trick or two haha XD

Hais i dunno why i suddenly feel so pathetic

lol


Oh yay just watched Singapore against (i dunno how to spell, -stan) , the result was quite expected. The "-stan" played well fanatics even thought im not really a soccer fanatic. Anyway if sg are gonna play this kind of standards, it unlikely they will take it to the next stage.

And so we had our all time favorite physics lesson today, with bhumgara being criticized all the way, and even got into a fight with chen bin. After that we went to bowling, which eugene threw the ball backwards. yes, nice one.

And heard that Nelson had a great experience this afternoon. Grats to him, maybe teach mi a trick or two XD

Hais i dunno why i suddenly feel so pathetic

lol