it ends tonight,

Saturday, January 31, 2009

CNY Week.

It's gonna be a long post since it was a long week.

Monday

Woke up freaking early. Went to Dad's friend semi-detached house for visiting. I actually mistook abalone porridge for chicken porridge. I was mixing the porridge and then my brother was like "Kor why no chicken de. Eh those cubes look like..." I was like "Eh taste like abalone leh" Then we went out and see and saw 10 cans of abalone opened LMAO. After dad's friend house we went to maternal grandma house (since paternal side had all passed on) Went out again with aunts and uncles to visit grandaunts. In the evening went to my mum's cousin's apartment, who made awesome pizzas. After that we went to my cousin, Nison, and his family's house. Yea and he drove us there LOL. It was well furnished and all i can say is wow. Biometric sensor door. Television everywhere. AVA room. W.O.W Oh and i played my first electric guitar at his house. It's really awesome and i really love playing one.
I couped myself in the room while my uncles and aunts gambled till 12+

Tuesday

Went to paternal uncle's house, since he's the eldest. Played with my cousin's son, Kayden. I dunno why but he's really cute la. After uncle house, we went to my dad's friend's bungalow. (I didn't know my dad has really rich friends) And their angpows are really big, and everyone has one including my parents lol. They have a personal gym, a pool table and a toilet bigger than my room. I'm serious. We went back to my grandma house for dinner while i slept in the evenings. Gambled abit before everyone left as wednesday got school.

Wednesday

Went to paternal Grandaunt house. Played Gran turismo on ps3 and went home to sleep.

Thursday

My dad's side came to our house. (i didn't know my parents wanted people to come to our house so badly.) Played with kayden again, let him played my drums. On the other hand, my other younger cousins were breaking it though. At night played with my mum, cousin-in-law and cousin. I finally learned how to play a proper game and won quite a few games.

Friday

Went out with the gay gang consisting of Ryan, Nelson, Shou Heng, Gerard, Jon, Shawn, Jasper to watch movie. I watched The wedding game while the rest watched Love Matters. I just feel the movie shouldn't be watched alone. Maybe with a special someone? Couples beside me were smooching each other while i was feeling awkward. And Gerard is a lousy liar. Evenings i went to my Godma's place for dinner and gathering. Had some drinking. 1985 wine and chivas with 7-up. They didn't taste bad and was quite nice.

Saturday

Was out with part of the gay gang for shopping. Unexpectedly ate a leaf. And Nelson failed to buy his shoe. I failed to buy my shoe and friendship band. Had lousy mee goreng for supper. Had terrible stomachache at night and i was in the toilet for an hour which deprived my sleep.

Sunday

Went to "Singapore Loo Clan" Lunch gathering at Royal Hotel. The minister of arts was there. And some weird guy from the next table was sucking up to him. What a boot-licker zzz Anyways i didn't know i had a clan and my late grandpa was one of the few people who started the clan. They even have a website. www.looclan.com.sg When i heard i was part of a clan, i was like "Wa really ar? Then got clan wars anot?" LOL! Had free lunch and angpows.

Photos

I left out some camwhoring photos to avoid flames.

Yea that's all.

It's 5 years already and i will still wait.

Lousy Food.

I accidentally ate some unidentified flying object today while walking and laughing. We suspected it to be a leaf or maybe a government spy devices. Nevertheless its horrible having it stuck at the back of your own throat.

The Moral of My Story is...

Don't walk and open you mouth so big on the streets.

And i had some really lousy Mee Goreng, bought from my house nearby for supper. They use salt instead of soy sauce as soy sauce is more expensive. WTF!?

I guess my stomach now is half missing due to all these crap.

I will update on my week tomorrow since i have to sleep early today, ordered by my parents as we have some clan association lunch tomorrow and have to wake up at 9am.

9am for lunch.

Oh gawd someone save me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! especially my stomach!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Friday, January 30, 2009

Reasons.

The several random reasons why i do not prefer JC life is because

1) I'm not cut out for studying.
2) I do not really like studying unless really neccessary.
3) I hate the 'O' level period so i'm most likely hating the 'A' level period.
4) I do not want to risk my future on a 'A' level certificate.
5) Diploma still owns.
6) JC people are usually nerds.
7) And I'm not a nerd.
8) Oh wait i once was.
9) But not now and ever anymore i hope.
10) I do not want to stress myself and the people around me out.
11) I'm kidding that all JC people are nerd.
12) Seriously.
13) SERIOUSLY.
14) Please don't close the window.
15) Spare my crap but i really prefer Poly life.

Actually, it didn't matter much.

Since i'm accepted into Ngee Ann Poly already, which is really kewl.

Even though i would miss frens going to JCs and different Polys.

Yea but i really enjoyed my secondary school life with you guys :)

Yea we rawks.

Don't mention it xDD

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

Same Old Story.

My wish didn't came true this year, again. For the 5th time.

Guess there's always next year?

Interesting details will be filled tomorrow. :)

PS: I'm alright these days. So don't worry about me. Thanks for the concern.

Sunday, January 25, 2009

Happy Lunar New Year!

Here's how i spent my CNY eve.

1)Played ps3
2)Watch Anime
3)Play audition.

Yea it seems no different from any normal day.

Here's wishing all a Happy Lunar New Year. 2008 was pretty bad and hopefully 2009 would be better for all :)

Friday, January 23, 2009

SingAlongSong.

SingAlongSong 方大同

I wrote this song it's not too long
cos' I've been thinking 'bout you
I wrote this song maybe I'm wrong
To be caught up about you

Well I dont know what you think 'bout me
Maybe you think nothing at all
But maybe you could just lie to me
And we could be in love you see

Oh it's a singalong song that's not too long
It's when I think about you that I hear songs
And you can singalong maybe if you want to
Cos' baby I wrote this I wrote this for you

I wrote this song it's not too long
Cos' I'm the one who loves you
I wrote this song this can't be wrong
I don't wanna smile without you

Well I just want to make you happy
but maybe you want nothing at all
and how I wish that you're meant to be
forever and a day with me

Oh it's a singalong song that's not too long
It's when I think about you that I hear songs
And you can singalong maybe if you want to
Cos' baby I wrote this I wrote this for you

In everyway you mean more to me
than you'll ever know
girl I'll do my best to show these words are true
and if you'd like to make a song
and be a perfect harmony with me
I'd find the greatest words sing
so we could write our own romance

Oh it's a singalong song that's not too long
It's when I think about you that I hear songs
And you can singalong maybe if you want to
Cos' baby I wrote this I wrote this for you

Oh it's a singalong song that's not too long
It's when I think about you that I hear songs
And you can singalong maybe if you want to
Cos' baby I wrote this I wrote this for you

Cos' baby I wrote this I wrote this for you

It's all because of her, isn't it?

It's because of her, we became friends.

It's because of her, i finally knew what is coincidence.

It's because of her, we enjoy chatting with each other.

It's because of her, we spent time at the movies.

It's because of her, i get to know you better.

It's because of her, i felt that you are the one i want to care and be there for.

It's because of her, things didn't went the way we wanted.

It's because of her, we argued and quarreled.

It's because of her, you wanted an exception.

It's because of her, you said you couldn't be the person i wanted you to be.

It's because of her, you made the decision even though i was the indecisive one.

But deep down, I didn't mind making that exception.

But now,

It's all because of her, our friendship, it's over.

Or maybe,

did it ever started in the first place?

That day,

that very fateful day.

It's because of her, i cried my heart out.

It's all because of her, i'm left with nothing but anguish and disappointment.

Sunday, January 18, 2009

The Outcast.

Had some debate over decision making just now. Talk until thirsty.

I knew nothing would really happen.

This facade, i can see through it.

You didn't really mean it.

I felt

Left out.

Thursday, January 15, 2009

The Crossroad in Life.

From Friendster's horoscope...

The Bottom Line

Reminiscing about the past is a great way to determine where to go in your future.

In Detail

Reminiscing about the past is a great way to determine where to go in your future. Get together with old friends or family members today and share your feelings about the past with them. Even if you just send an email off to an old friend with the subject line 'remember when', you'll unlock an important memory that will teach you about who you are now -- and who you want to evolve into. You are on a journey forward, but looking back is not a bad idea.

Maybe i should think who i really wanna be...

Nvm i got the night with me. Anything can change.

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Dismayed.

If i ever knew choosing a suitable campus to go to is so tough, i would never wanted to do that well.

Everyone tells me to open up my horizon, but i rather end up falling safely than losing everything.

It's not that i don't really want to go to jc, considering my family's future, but i just don't find them as appealing as poly.

Someone, help.

Monday, January 12, 2009

Aftermath. And what's next?

I must be crazy if i'm not happy right now.

The results were pretty amazing, while certain subjects were kind of a disappointment. I got 9 for L1R5 and 7 for L1R4

I'm the 10th position, which later on i found out many people were 10th also, including tinaes (yay hi-5!)

Seriously english and CHS are awesome. I have been failing CHS since secondary 3...

The Death Note...

13x20+1 codes. So many omg... see until blur...

I have not really decided where to go, since my route is gi-normously enlarged. But i think i will decide it soon...

And thanks to everyone who made these possible, especially God :)

Sunday, January 11, 2009

Mixed Feelings.

I'm quite a last minute person, so only when the last minute then i will feel the pressure.

Frankly speaking, im undergoing serious case of mixed feelings now.

I'm feeling euphoric-sad-petrified-nervous-confused, basically, its every emoticons u can find on the net.

I'm not really worried about my results, but the people around me are making feel worried!

Just don't lemme see horrible english and humanities results can ler...

GOD please help me!

Saturday, January 10, 2009

A thrown ball which may have found it's target, unexpectedly.

I was at SP with Glenn and Ryan Lim this afternoon and had partially removed SP from my consideration list due to long distance traveling in the campus and the unexpected outcome of not having to eat Macdonald's at SP as it was closed. Other then that the place was quite lively.

Yes this is a short post as im terribly tired.

PS* I duno if i had made the right decision and my attempt may had succeeded, however, i trust my heart. :)

Friday, January 9, 2009

Maybe that's it?

I went to Ngee Ann Poly open house today, and spent my whole afternoon there with Ryan,Nelson,Eugene,Hansel and Jasper. Walked and looked around and came to a conclusion, which is to take up Biomedical Science (BMS) if i go to poly.

I may sound childish but i'm really interested in researching and coming up with cures for terminal illnesses. I don't want humanity to be worn down by the devastating effects of terminal illness. I don't want any of my friends/family to be afflicted by any and end up waiting till the day comes.*TOUCHWOOD* I don't want unscrupulous people to reap huge profits just from the sales of these cures, which are usually expensive. I don't want people to pass on due to these diseases.

I want to find a cure for these! I want a change!

Let's see what will happen on 12th ba. Anything can happen.

Yea that's all i have to say, and NP is really big.

PS* I was able to tolerate your absence in the past, but now it's kinda getting... out of hand. Maybe that's it for me?

Thursday, January 8, 2009

Yes, i really want to learn something.

Alright was out to school this afternoon for cca fair because we, alumni, were supposed to give a performance for the secondary one. All i have to say i really envy those who knows how to play the guitar really well, like Ryan, Nicholas, Joshua, Sanjay, Soshi etc; It's really awesome if you know how to play an instrument. Frankly, im really pathetic at it. I can count the number of songs i know how to play with 2 fingers. Even though i said i wanted to play it everyday, it seemed to me that everything was just going against me.

If you guys are free and don't mind accepting a noob as your disciple, must tell me okays :) I'M WILLING TO SACRIFICE MY GAMING TIME TO LEARN!

And i guess singing is really much out of the question.

Dang i don't really have much talent.

Since 2008 i wanted to learn,

Drums (arcade/PS3) -> can pass le.
Guitar -> Stuck at a certain place.
Singing -> suck balls.
Arcade DJ game -> never play before.
To be sociable -> gone case
Bowling -> arm dislocated
Some fashion stuffs -> ...

So far until now, it's sad that all failed.

Terribly, horribly, and OBVIOUSLY.

I seriously have to re-plan everything.

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

The Great Cycling Expedition Part 2

I couldn't really sleep last nite, keep waking up after 1-2hrs interval. In the end struggled until 6am and idled there until 8am before using my computer. Left the house at 12 and went to east coast park. Met Jasper, Gerard, Glenn, Ryan, Nelson on the bus. We had 6hrs of cycling, while jon joined us halfway. SOME people fell down again and SOME got their legs cramped. Now my arms are red, i think too much sun tanning lers, which i like :) Not proportion de, should have worn my basketball jersey so whole arm tan sure nice de. Maybe next time i go again ba wakakas

Left at around 6.30 for another appointment, which was kinda screwed up as everyone was like living in different time zone. We didn't go anywhere. We just eat and go home.

I dunno why but i'm just angry and confused, not at myself or others, but the situation i'm in.

I wonder why?

Saturday, January 3, 2009

The Great Cycling Expedition.

East coast was really crowded today, as Ryan and I taught Jasper and Nelson how to cycle. They learned quite fast except for some people who keep falling down and making me laugh. *GUESS WHO*

Other then that i would really like to go sun tanning or something. The evening sun is really warmth and comfy.

We had sort of a feast for dinner, laksa, satay, bbq stingray, hokkien mee, coconuts etc; and i wasn't full. Oh come on we are like surrounded by food stalls so why not eat them?

And i will not try Dance Dance Revolution again. Nearly broke my arm because of it and we became a laughing stock i guessed. RF 5 is much better la!

Lastly there will be whole lots of activities next week, including the release of our expected 'O' level results. Basically, i don't think there's a need to worry so much since we had already finish them. So, we should just enjoy ourselves until then. :)

Friday, January 2, 2009

Mission Unsuccessful, again.

We saw this couple outside the cinema just now. The lady went to buy some snacks. When she came back, she was quarreling with her boyfriend. Then they shouted at each other, she handed the popcorn to him, and walked away. Instead of chasing her, he continue to eat the popcorn lmao.

And dang it i blew my chances away, i should have just went for it without thinking lmao.

But still please 給我一首歌的時間, i really need it. :)

Other then that, school reopened, and im glad that students have to go back to school, and not me.

xDD