it ends tonight,

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My name's Wei Sheng.
18 August is my day.
A Leo.
St Gabriel's Primary
St Gabriel's Secondary
Biomedical Science
Ngee Ann Polytechnic

I have an absolute interest in basketball,gaming and guitar. I tend to be a bit lame and i thank my friends for tolerating me. However, i regard it as a desirable trait. :)

I appreciate the people around me, especially friends, as they are the ones that made me what i am today. I absolutely hate people who have complaints but have nothing beneficial to the situation.

I'm satisfied with the way I am right now. I enjoy company, friends and family alike. However, I would really enjoy times alone by myself. So watch out for the body language or the meaning behind my words.

Other then that, i don't think i'm unfriendly, just maybe a lil', introvert.

If there’s a need/urge to reach/contact me, you can try adding my msn which is chaos_dark_flare_knight@hotmail.com or you can try reach me at facebook :)


loves.
-Hershey Chocolate Sundae Pie.

-Sleep.

-Thrash talk.

-Randomness in everyday life.

-Guitar.

-Someone to love and be loved.

talk.


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Monday, September 22, 2008

Thats weird. This post is seemingly very personal.

I was thinking about you-dunno-who last night and only 5mins of the recollection deprived me of 2hrs of sleep. Its like a chain of thoughts, thinking of a certain thing brings about another, and another, and another, and so on.

Its so long already, 3 years or even 4 years perhaps? since we lost contact (Due to some lousy reason because i have no internet then.)I knew her at tuition when i was primary 6. Cant really remember what she looked like (yea im a lousy friend >.<). I only remember her neck-length hair, her sunglasses, her 'rocket-shot', her devilish laughter when we laughed like mad and her very warmth and friendly personality.

Oh and did I say the stupid things we did to each other?

Once i dunno what happened while we were playing basketball and she suddenly grab my water bottle and just pour all over my head. I was like "ZOMGWTFBBQ Watta R U Doing?!?!?"(I didnt noe such languages then, just get the rough idea.) And she was like "Hehe,bye!" then she ran away, to our tuition center of course. Siao zha bo.

As for me, i was like with TMX, and we were teasing her like crazy,while she was playing basketball. I was damm high la then, but i swear i didnt say more bad things than TMX. Maybe? Then she suddenly went berserk and ran up the steps (if you had been to my house you will know.) and threw her ball at me. Being a track and field runner, she outran me and i was being assaulted, even though TMX played a huge role in the prank, he never kena anything! Soon, she left. She didnt turn back. I knew she was angry. I knew she was disappointed and disgusted by our childish actions. Deep down i knew she was sad. I didnt manage to say im sorry, because my stubborn nature had deterred my apology.

But still, we were still friends after that day and continued to play basketball again. :)

After we were in secondary 1, everything changed. Even though her school was like so near (PLMGS), maybe i felt lazy, I didnt bother to go down and play. So we just lost contact, just like that. And i avoided the court for like 2 years? Because all the while i thought i was in the wrong, since i didnt really cherish this friendship. I took it for granted, really. But deep down, i really want to see her and chat agains.

Last year, I was like, "I really need to do something." this sort of mentality. But eventually, i heard she was sent to some place, due to some family problems. Broken family, i heard. I dunno whether its true anot, but i felt kinda sad and depressed (maybe no one noticed?). I choose to ignore the fact and hope that we can meet up again, and know that shes happily studying. Until, all the turn of events this year made me gave up everything. I knew its impossible lers.

And i suddenly remembered all these weird stuffs since she's gonna be 16 soon. Thats the only date i can remember so clearly omg.




Phew finally finished all these stupid stuffs, I just vomit out what i really feel, hopefully i can sleep after tonight and i can focus entirely on my 'O's. :)


PS: She sucks at maths but her english language is really good.